a lasting portrait that sways in your head like the pendulum in a clock swinging every second it was tormenting you and— i lingered still. even though i’ve long left it seems like my heart was still there my mind trying to cut off strings of attachments my heart clung onto both of us saw each other at the corner of our eyes again. yet we look down and walk away not even giving a smile but a “bye” you didn’t know your feelings and up till now u still don’t but i did. —from the very start i knew. but yet knowing you, like i knew myself i still expected a nicely wrapped gift when u had let me down.
from another perspective/ replying to @childofgodyay (carelessly)
when we were young we all wanted to grow up but now that we are all grown up we want to go back to when we were young
when we were a child we were carefree, naive and playful with much time to spare now that we are all grown up we are trapped in our own cells throwing the keys out time slipping through our hands as if we are trying to hold water with our bare hands no matter how hard u try to keep it the more it goes away and all we wanted when we were young was to grow up?
i can’t seem to forget your face the way u smiled at me the way u speak to me your voice i yearned to hear the way u looked at me as i gazed how u played with my hair carelessly and rested on my shoulders and how your back look when u walked away and left me