We only see each other
Through pixels on a screen
But the way you live your life
Makes me want to scream

Once beautiful and pure
You've given into drugs
And now your arms are too thin
To give out your famous hugs

Eyes glossed in every picture
It's enough to break your heart
Your smile and your aura
Were once a work of art

And I know that you are struggling
It's something we all do
I hope someday you reach out
And stop destroying you.

I'm not attempting to delay in any way,
but there are just so many things that catch my attention,
so many interests that I just don't have the time,
and I pile high the amount that I want to do,
at the same time,
that when I try to contemplate,
what my next move will be,
something new shows up and distracts me again.
I want to plan ahead,
I want to follow through,
I don't want to get behind,
and waste more time,
but it's like any addiction,
I just come back for more abuse,
to my management of the next interval,
that prevents me from advancing,
but I can't help the return,
there's always something new to see,
new to experience,
and I know that I'll enjoy what I come across.
Sometimes I wish I could disconnect from it all,
and go for the simple,
but those thoughts don't last long,
as I know I'll end up wasting that time too.
I guess I'm just on an endless loop,
that keeps pushing me to the next destination,
and I know I can still get done what I need to,
at least that's what I keep telling myself.