How does it feel?
When the song you hear,
Paints all the words you can't say.
What does it mean?
When your heart's all broken,
But the world keeps shoving you down.
Why does it hurt?
When I'm used to this,
And that I can't cry anymore.

I am a toxic person
so if you are trying to get close
I suggest you stop while you’re ahead
Because my lethal dose
Isn’t worth being spread.

i keep letting people break my walls once theyre done with the last brick they leave.
they leave me with the bricks ill have to rebuild again. over and over.
but im used to it. itll be like a strand of my hair that sticks between the tooth gaps of my teeth or tripping over the crevices of the sidewalks when "you" were aware of the cracks but chose to fall because you were stubborn kind of thing.

That of you inside my ears
Was hard to hear, but ever-clear.

That of you 'come out the mouth,
Was easy-heard, then brought more doubt.

The parts you won't

or can't show to anyone...

I see your scars

I see you


and it's ridiculously

precious  and beautiful

that you trust me

I see you

white lie
innocence
stop using up your trust
summon up your vigilance

you spent your time in belief
belief that they were trustworthy
belief they were honest
belief in them

a white lie appears
much different to what it is
it is a threat
a warning

disregard innocence  
summon up your vigilance
because a lie
its only purpose is the time it can buy

trust your mind
leave that person behind.
don't trust their dishonesty
as it becomes a monstrosity

trust yourself.

I see blinking lights today,
And my conscience fades away.
The autumn leaves fall upon me,
While my spring's smile smiles at thee.
My summer thoughts that I left aside, Summon me,My snowflake tears slide,
I see those sparkling night stars,
As the night ends, This year ends...