I trusted you!
A whole year I put my faith in you!
I told you my fears
I told you my dreams
I showed you my days
You opened yourself to me
You made me laugh
You saw my tears
You helped me through my fears
A whole year...
But now, it’s over
I don’t trust you anymore
You tore me apart
You made me feel small
You say you care
The signs are there
But you broke me
You crushed my heart
Reached in my body
After complementing it
You tore my heart to shreds
Tore my brain
I trusted you
And now....

I will call you, he said...
I knew that will forget to call me...
But I still waited desperately for his call...
It’s midnight, and he still didn’t call...

Why am I still waiting for his call?

Hello
I see you again.
A gaze that I process but
Do not comprehend,
Do not want to comprehend
Good bye
If only that was the end.

Not too close and
Not too far
Your shadow looms
Through my mind
A scar;
Not yet embedded however
Amplifying what it can be
Through a simple
Caress to my spine.

Careful and yet
Bold,
Your counterpart less of the former
And more of the latter
And yet currently,
My trust lays more in your
Parallel counter.
I wanted to trust you
But your one slip
Was enough.

It’s easier to save you than it is to befriend you.

Trust is greater than love
You can easily love anyone
But to trust them,
Is vulnerability

I wish I could give you
Peace. Fresh air. A break.
Because you get through everything
When I would have given up

I wish I could show you more
That I love you, that I am loyal to you
Instead of just saying it
Because you deserve more

I wish you would be there tonight
That I could fall asleep in your arms
And kiss all the bad thoughts away
Without the fear of loosing you