Drove through snowstorms over icy roads
Warmed by the fire of my love for you
Following a lifeline of energy
Thought it led to your heart, warm and true
But there was only burning pain as you pushed me back
Erasing all the joy I ever knew
Signs were there that it was a trap
But the mine exploding in my face was my first clue
Open hearts are always more vulnerable..... But to truly love, and receive love, we must be vulnerable
In the beginning,
A slight flame,
There is no cold,
Just a lack of heat.
You still were the warmest place they knew;
To even force a fire out of you.
To burn you down to ashes,
Left with not even a spark,
There still is no warmer place than you.
Even when it's left with no fire,
Not even warmth,
Wednesday, January 17, 2018
You were like snow
You looked so pure & clean
But when you touched me, you stung
You were ***** & cold
Hard to breathe, hard to see
Black like coal
You were just like snow
If you can be cold,
I can be colder.
If you can be strong,
I can be stronger.
Night wind scales,
Must I ****,
Explaination-The Emperor kills his mistress.
I watched as my heart was wrenched out of my body.
I watched as the blade twisted into my chest,
And punctured my lungs so I couldn’t breathe.
As the sword withdrew,
My heart spilled out and lay beating on the floor,
And she didn’t even carry a look that indicated the words:
An account of what happened when my friend ruined my high school life and told everyone my deepest insecurities, secrets, and weaknesses.
If he’s unhappy, why does he stay?
You say you don’t love me, why do you stay?
Tell me, why are you still here?
I dont Want to be a burden in your ear
I seem to prefer the cold
As if to sooth my bruised heart
So it freezes and no longer bleeds
Frozen around and between the parts
Because a cold heart is still whole
Even if it can no longer feel
When the warmth has been lost
Losing its attraction to appeal
Only a fool would fall in love
Having the intention to steal
This fool's gold of a heart away
One that has been shut and sealed
How can you contain a storm
Because I've tried all these years
I've deprived myself of all things
Just to keep my mind clear
It seems like it's getting worse
I can't help but be frozen with fear
I just wanted to build a snowman
But I have to miss it every year
For once I want to let go
Of these gloves, my mental chains
If I suppress it, it only grows
I don't want to hurt her again
I'm afraid of keeping this coldness inside
That it will stay and freeze my heart too
Alone and afraid, trying to maintain this lie
When was the last time I said anything true?
I'm afraid of myself most of all
How can I fit in this society?
When I cannot be who I am
Without remorse, rejection and anxiety
I'm afraid the longer I'm away from her
I'll lose my last bit of warmth
That I will soon be cold-hearted
Then I will never stop the storm