Whether it be secrets or lies She keeps them hidden inside Miseries and agonies too She's beside herself Without the silence, Too much noise breaks through Not knowing what else to do She runs to that place Where she keeps her silence Hidden away It's dark there And filled with so much pain But she can never let the silence escape Too many losses and nothing to gain Let the tears rain, she can't explain So, she hides herself in her dreams With the silence she keeps
This shattered house I've found myself surrounded by Breaks a little more each day The walls I've built and plastered Are peeling away layers of guilt Hanging mirrors with shadows of reflections Ghosts of ink spilt This floor, these bricks, the cement out the doorstep Pavement falling apart from where so many shoes have walked Decorated with outlines of broken hearts in chalk If these walls could talk They'd tell stories of rage and pain, Of the misery born into its foundation Day after day If these cupboards could hold as many secrets as those walls have heard Of the lies they've tried to hide away inside, they would burst If you could save the tear drops that have fallen under this crumbling roof top Then you could drown this dilapidated house Bury it alive with no doubt that the years of emotion and agony it's kept hidden inside Will easily and willingly have peace when it dies The color of the paint would simply be forgotten before the end of the day The torn and rotten foundation would just be ripped away and replaced With stronger cement at its base for someone new to cling to And new walls and paint for another soul to suffer through But this shattered house still stands There's no plans to rebuild all these shards of my broken heart splattered on the ground And nothing will ever replace my soul when this house falls down
Addicted to the room spinning The blur of the lights And the red in my eyes My disguise in the dead of the night And you've been fine all this time Yet I've been drinking myself to sleep Since the beginning of all the lies Wondering how you're fine Then I realize that in the light of day Everyone sees a smile on my face No one can see all my regrets All my mistakes And I think that you hide Behind whiskey too Cause it's my only addiction Besides you And I'd like to think that you're miserable too How else could I make it through? Whiskey took your place years ago But I'm still addicted to you both At least drinking shows me the truth All I ever got was lies from you I know I need to quit You and whiskey But I can't seem to forget your face And that bottle is so pretty I guess another shot couldn't hurt anything **** you and whiskey You're both way too addicting
Not seen by the outside world Miserable invisible little girl Hiding in the corners of her mind Hoping there's nothing left of her to find Listening to the silence of the voices Regretting life and all her bad choices Missing the happiness she once had Considering it all, she's really mad How could this have happened? What did she ever do in her past life? Pain cuts away her soul deep with a knife Slicing the pieces that remain into shards Dropping to the ground, breaking hard There's nothing left of the past regrets Now she can only pray that she forgets
Wonderful day Memories fade But never go away Oceans crash into shores As waves fire in the day Light in your soul before Everytime life throws a little dark Thought it was very smart For the first moon climbed above branches Frozen in time and space Shining through my bones Leaving ash as remnants of the time And burned out this link to reality Truth lies in secret so deep within Your heart can fall in my mind But together we can climb Up with the day all the way Into the darkness of night Everything must break Before it can begin again There's nothing worse than the regret Yet more often than not Debilitating lies can only hope to be forgotten To find out how to get the truth It just depends where you start Somewhere in the highest levels of heaven Dreams trickle down on my heart Life is crumbling into a desperate wind Blowing through the mirror that reflects images Of past mistakes Leading to the past that you missed Your future is now Only hatred and despair to look forward to But you know what you can do Change the path you travel And the ending with the almight judge Deciding which way to slam the gavel
I used the word prediction for 90% of this, I'm not sure what it's really about. Comments would be greatly appreciated.
She loves deep Hates even deeper Rejection is near And scares her A last resort She's desperately in need Of something to lift her up Stop the chance that she'll bleed It's a scary life she leads She runs, she pushes and she cries It's more than she can handle But she continuously tries She asks herself these questions How does she survive? How does she fake the lies? What could she possibly do To hide her truth in disguise? There is no where left to run Her fears are all coming true She knows her life is coming undone There's nothing left she can do The life she had is finally through
www.gofundme.com/r5wnpsd5 Im begging you to check this out.. Please