I have a secret I wanna tell you
But how can I? if it's all about you
This feeling inside of me
Makes me wanna scream because of so much misery

I started to close my eyes
Counting  1,2,3
If you'll hear it, will you walk away from me?

Please tell me this early
So that I can fix my mind clearly
That the feeling that keeps on beating
Will be forever in my heart, hiding

Where it test the faith in someone but mostly yourself.
Where you always wonder and think how life would be different if you only lived minutes away but instead are miles apart. Where your anxious just waiting for a phone call or just a simple hello from your loved one. They say relationships ain't easy but long distance just throws a wrench to this beautiful nightmare. Where the love is tested and the faith is running through rough waters. The will to carry on even when you see the road right in front of you. Many can't handle many pack their bags and call it quits but to some. It's everything they work for. Everything they pray for. Where that one person that you feel right makes you cross borders and swims oceans. When you feel like you found the one it's more then just a battle it's a war. It's a war with your doubt your insecurities to even your faith. Thinking negative to asking yourself are you their smile just like they are to you? We live in a mad world that is as crazy as wonderland. We never know what to expect we never know what to plan but one thing I'm certain is when you feel in your heart that your with the one? Then all obstacles would just be a stepping stone to cloud nine.

We are the cutters
Crying and weeping
We are the lovers
Searching and seeking
We are strong
But soft to the touch
We are happy
But not too much
We create friends
'Cause they don't come easy
We are almost at end
With the problems you see
We never go home
And wouldn't if we could
We don't feel alone
Just misunderstood
We are teenagers at a glance
Looking and praying
For one more chance
Standing not straying
We aren't trouble
Nor are we perfect
We live in a bubble
But we know we're worth it
We are the future
It's easy to see
That we will go further
Just you, you, and me

today,
I don't know what I feel
Or what should I feel
it feels like
You flied me to the moon
And then,
You leave me there alone,
Without a second,
You straight put yourself down the earth
And i don't know when you come back

Is like, i don't have to feel this feeling anymore
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this

And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you, I love you,
hate that I love you
i don't want to,
but I can't put nobody else unless you

Messed around and got attached to you
Stranger can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that things.
I type a text but then I never mind that,
I got these feelings but you never mind this tho.

And if I were you, I would never let me go
My friends said that you are not worthy to deserve the things that I gave to you,
All my nights, my thoughts, and all of me.


I don't mean no harm
I just miss you so harmless
have you ever wonder what we could have been?
Now all of my words and all my feelings are all mixed up
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop dreaming,
But I learned from the songs that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone

i see when you see her,
like she's the only thing you've ever seen
how dare you never notice, that you're destroying me softly
you want her, you love her
and i will never be her.

- dlx

Congratulation,
I bet you've already get what you want,
And what you think you deserve.
I hope in the mean time, you can be happy.
Not with her, but with love that keep you both bond together.
I hope there's no more disappointed things about love like you've been yelled in the past 8 months.
There's chance for anyone to change.
You've changed, well it's your turn to travel.
Is okay if you never want to reply me, it's fine.
Well dang, I'm not doing this for a pay back.
I'm just doing it fine and I just love you as the way I love to do it.
I'm not asking you to leave her because she's not good, no.
And I have no law to warn you about her.
Ha, I understand.
You can deserve what you think you deserve.
You can fit what you think it's good for you.
You can do whatever you want.
Now you are hers.
And she's yours.

Maybe this time for me to forget, move on, and find a better, something new.
You can be disappeared on mine.
You can be dead as a burning roses.
You can felt dry on my lungs.
Yeah, you might be gone.
But I'll never forget it because you are my first ever
Love.

- dlx

I really wanted to talk to my friends about it.
Anyone who can understand.
But I just can't do that easily.
Even, I don't know how to talk to myself about it.
I'm shrinking, drowning, floating because I'm dive too deep and there's no home I want to find, stop, and stay for a little while.
I'm lost and homeless.
I'm just scared of start again and find one.
Little bit of trauma that you put it on a drama.

Hai,
I won't find you again.
Not tonight, tomorrow, or two years later.
I wish I found you when we were young and free.
When I'm not so in love with you so I can be cool.
When I'm not so interest of love.
When I'm not with your friend.
Or at least,
I hope this will never happen.
I hope I never find you, meet you, and by coincidence look at to your glazed eyes.
I hope I never know you as much as you know yourself.
I hope I never fall in love.
Because they said,
When there's a fall, there's someting meant to be broken.
Well, it's mine now.

- dlx

We will chase the sun until our time is up
And we will be ok because we have to be
oh, we will chase the sun, till our time is up.
so don't fear for us we were strong enough.
Oh chasing the sun until the moon comes up in the sky.
We might get sad but, youll never hear us cry.
Tell my mom that I am alright, tell my dad I wont
be home tonight.
I am chasing the sun, but Ill be home when I've had enough.
and when its all said and done I would have lived,
I would have chased the sun.
As great as it might seem, freedom is never really free.
We are young and we still bleed.
We were young, much to young
we didn't get to see the world for what it was
But we chased the sun, our time came now our time is up.
Pleas don't foget us now that we are breathless
don't cry for us because we are gone
love us for what we were not what we could have been
love us till the end
We will chase the sun till our time is up,
and we will be ok because we have to be.
We have lived, we have lived enough.
We chased the sun till the moon came up in the sky
so pleas don't cry for us now that our time has come.
pleas be strong enough

The best things in life are never easy.
From love to happiness to even teaching your goals.
It's a struggle it's a battle
It test the will it finds out how hungry you are.
From school to love to even simple goals
Life is a challenge
Life is a bittersweet candy.
Bitter in the beginning but always a sweet feeling at the end just my
Honest confession from the heart