Smile away and cover your tear,
by laughs you may hide irony.
You may suffer through the spear,
the ruthless Fate a tyranny.
Just talk to me for these shall clear,
you may cry for fears are many.
But don’t push me away let me near.
Cause you are always my Money, Amany!

What if
We were reincarnated?

I was the plutonium bombs,
I was everywhere to be found,
Burned like stars in the northern sky;
Yet my walls were too high
And my insecurity was too deep,
For I was so difficult to be created!

And you,
You were the uranium bombs,
You were the rare atom, of one in a million.
The one that I had been searching for,
To create a massive fusion for us two.

And together
We could create the hydrogen bombs
And explode the whole world
With our love

But yet,
We were too toxic,
Too destructive for each other,
That we keep hurting our bodies;
Roaming through the sky,
Just to sacrifice ourselves in the land of earth,
As to die and to be killed,

As if
we were
never destined
for each other.

-a.d

Love, the most intoxicating suffering I've ever known.

Silent falling
falling down
The summer came
with you around

The winter here
and it's cold
Nowhere near
I should have known

We been together
Through it all
I hope forever
Before the fall

I can't express
The way I feel
To you
but its real
and it hurts
mostly concealed
all my failures
Hope the wound heals
for now it hurts
but for you I treasure
Its me at my worst

I pray God
not let us scatter
When the hell appears
And nothing matters
But your love
your love you've held
And I take for granted
And I use you a bit
but not all of you
I do love you
Yet I'm selfish
and afraid
we wont last
through that day

There’s this
pressure
on my ribs
reminding me
of every choice
I’ve made
and doubted.
You can’t undo
things you’ve
done in this life,
and you can’t
move on
if your mind
won’t let you.
-JRM

There goes my heart, there goes the pain,
there goes everything, just ripped away. There goes our love, there goes our fights,
there goes all those restless nights.
Don't turn your head, just wish me dead,
as the promises break that you once said... So I guess this is the end.

Everyone could make you feel special,
To them, you are crucial,
To lose,
Cause you're the one they'd choose.

Don't be a fool,
This isn't some pointless duel,
It shows you how much they love you,
Anything they'd do.

So don't abandon those who care,
But life isn't fair,
Suffocate in all that isn't real,
Cause then soon they would reveal.
That you weren't anything,
The truth will sting,
You'll soon be back with them soon, don't worry,
No one right now is in a hurry.

As long as you stay put,
No one's a crook,
You're love will find you,
You'll just have to wait for a few,

MINUTES.

i wanted to run away from the reality so bad i fell into the sea of my own thoughts

...

the water is suffocating me

...

i need oxygen

...

i need to brea...