The emptiness inside you
Is now starting
to consume you.

You want to fight it
but it only grows
stronger, while
Feeding from your numbness
Until all you can feel
Is complete and utter
Sadness.

Now you noticed
All the sleepless nights
Yet your lying
To yourself that everything is
Alright and Fine.

But what you feel is
Worse than pain
Cause even how
many times
you punched the wall
the pain isnt the same.
Cause even when you
watch your hand bleed.
The pain inside you
doesn't even concede.

Yes it ******* hurts
and now tears started
to fall.

Asking yourself
Why am I
In so much pain?

As you see the wall
Tainted with your blood
You started screaming
How much it hurts.
Not because of broken bones
But the pain inside is still there.

Now you are looking  
For an escape
You're bleeding and crying
Cause you're all burnt out

Hoping you can just
write it all out
just speak your mind
but your afraid
because your
just another
sad poet
who writes
The Same.

If I told you I thought you were cute
can you pretend it was just a drunken text
if I told you that you make my heart leap
can you pretend I’m not in deep that I can’t get you out of my head
if I told you I liked you but you didn't feel the same
can you pretend it was a wrong send