#recover poems on Hello Poetry

Sydney Mae Dompier Jan 2015

I yearn to feel complete,
whole,
and full.
For so long I have felt
empty,
weak,
and vulnerable.
I'm sick of this
disease.
I'm tired of this
tortuous thing that I have
so unluckily
recieved.
I'm done with trying to fight it;
for I am the champion of my mind.
Victory shall be mine;
forever and always
I
will
reign.

I purposely left the name of the disease out that I'm currently fighting with so then other people can relate to it as well; whether it is an actual life threatening disease of the human body, depression, ED's, drug addictions, suicidal issues, etc. YOU ARE THE VICTOR OF YOUR MIND, do NOT let the demon of lies torture you further. you are beautiful and loved; if you need me to prove it to you my Message Box is ALWAYS open and I'm always willing to listen to your words and/or give you advice. xoxo

#poem #poetry #depression #hate #abuse #disorder #anxiety #overcome #recover #disease

kaden Jan 2015

5w

no one wants me anymore

death is the only resolution

#sad #depression #pain #sadness #death #numb #recovery #recover

kaden Jan 2015

Memories and You

I want to breathe you in

Guide my hand

And let me touch your skin

As were in between the sheets

Were both finally at peace

I whisper "I love you" in your ear

But over the loud sounds you can't even hear
//
I wish I could hold you tight

through the quiet night

Were safe and sound

As we lay on the ground

And I give you a good night kiss

While I fall into a sweet bliss

#heartbreak #sad #pain #sadness #depressed #loss #you #heartbroken #recover

kaden Jan 2015

When I Wake Up //

I feel like i'm having a hangover when I think of your name
It's either that or I woke up on the wrong side of the bed

******, why do you always have to be in my head?

~~~

I hate the feeling of being drunk off your lips when I haven't
touched them in so long.

kb

You drank 18 shots of ***** when I was with you.
I hope you were just trying to forget your feelings.

#love #heartbreak #sad #pain #sadness #depressed #loss #heartbroken #recovery #recover

kaden Jan 2015

Habits

"The last cigarette I had was with you."
//

I took a hit from a cigarette and I never let the smoke out;

But now, i can't ******* breathe.

My lungs are burning, i have to let it out.

it's not that easy, you know?

It's the only thing i have left of you, my dear.

And I can't simply let go of your presence that easily.

*Because you're in my **** system, and I can't get you out

The last cigarette.

#heartbreak #sad #depression #pain #sadness #cigarette #recovery #recover #iwontletgo #heatbroken

kaden Jan 2015

I'm Dead To Everyone

She begs, she moans, she weeps in sorrow
Oh, please let me live tomorrow
She masks her deep despair
Wishing her life could be fair

#love #heartbreak #depression #heartbroken #trying #to #recover #recovering

oh no Dec 2014

bone [graft]

even after all this time, nobody knows my blood like you did
(i'm a donor heart, like you were)
we were the same, you and me. open veins and frozen roots. nobody
knows metal like i do
(i'm sorry, like you were)
we were careful, you and me. from the ground up, from silver bones.
if we recover will we be whole? is my body all my own?
nobody knows my skin like you did
(i'm patched up,
i'm grown, like you)

be ***** donors, kids

#love #life #hate #blood #bones #recover #fffffffcu

Aspen Nov 2014

took me long enough

you never understood why
i always wanted to stay in
every night and neither did
i but you forced me to go out
and expected me to be grateful
but you were hurting me and
i couldn't breathe and i tried
to tell you over and over it's
not helping but you never
listened and now you're angry
with me for cutting off the one
person that never really wanted
me to get better

#sad #depression #lonely #pain #alone #anxiety #hurt #breakup #recovery #recover

Alexis A Nov 2014

Hunger Pains

I'm so cold
I hate the snow
And now my skin
Is almost just as white
The number on the scale
Goes down by the day
Along with it
My energy
Hope
Love
Care
and life.
I'm killing myself
I understand that now.
I don't want to live like this,
but I know no other way
I long to fell peace
I long to feel free
And although I claim
That this life is giving it to me
It's really a lie.
And I'm in a cage.
Save me from myself
Please, I pray.
Save me from me,
because I might not see another day.

I'm so confused...

#love #pain #hope #anorexia #lie #care #misery #recover #caged #claim

Sydney Mae Dompier Nov 2014

Opposite

All I could hear were her silent tears,
Her silent mourning.
She was quiet,
But so loud.
She said she was fine,
But she wasn't.
Why she always lied,
I can never understand.
She wanted to be helped,
But she never asked.
She wanted to be okay,
But she didn't say.
She is me.
And I don't know if I want to be.

#poem #poetry #sad #depression #tears #sorrow #silent #recover