Maybe if it was raining outside,
all of this would make sense.
The heavy drops would hit my window,
in this house that I’m not home in
It would create context, and rationalize
to my mother, to my friends,
who know of it but don’t see it,
who think it’s inside my head.
The funny thing is, it is inside my head
but not in the way they think
I can drink it away –
every sip feeling less,
until I feel it all at once.
drinking’s no good, I know this already.
So what is there to do?
A question left unrequited
like the meaning of life, or
where to go for dinner, or
how long I can keep you around.
I guess, if it was raining this would all make sense.
But there’s not a cloud in the sky.
