In this new,
internal extrospection,
my out-of heart experience.
I realize who I've been,
what I've seen,
and how I've made myself bleed,
and others too...
I am Sorrowful.
I am thankful.
I am in pain.
I am hopeful.
Flooded by invisible tears and searing pain at the same time,
and even a hidden happiness,
I won't pretend to know.
I won't pretend to show just how I feel,
or just who I am.
Because I don't know.
All I know is,
I am.
This is my mindset journal.