These memories are like wounds,
and even though they are old they still feel fresh.
You never said you were sorry,
you never stitched up my gashes,
so every time I am reminded of them,
they start to bleed again.
In flashes I watch them, the memories,
like old-time movies on cinema screens,
in black and white, so monochrome,
the least my mind can do,
at least spare me from the colorful detail.
I am trapped in that theater,
forced to watch through ocean waves,
until a boy comes with a golden key to unlock the doors.
His smile comforts me,
covers up my cuts like bandages.
His voice, my morphine,
makes the pain fade.
But like every medication, the relief wears off,
the boy disappears,
and I am alone again.
Left to wonder when the delicate dressings will rip,
and when the blood will pour down my chest,
infinitely.
