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Sammi Aug 2018
I hate it when the days are too sunny
Under the glaring light, I can’t see
And in the constant heat, I get dizzy
But that’s just me

I don’t want to be the only one
The one outcast in the crowd
So I do what everyone wants to be done
And never say my opinions out loud

I always say what they want to hear
I always smile at what they say
Sometimes I feel like they’re my puppeteer
And I get tired of doing it every day

Why do I feel like I have no control?
I want to love myself
My body, my mind, and my soul
But I feel like I should be like everybody else

Life feels like a challenge
Do I want to have fun or win?
It’s hard to find a balance
Where do I begin?

I love it when the days are foggy
There's comfort in the tranquility.
It when my thoughts aren’t as cloudy
And when I’m not as full of uncertainty
I know that I’m different from you
I may not be what you want me to be
And I might have a different type of view
But that’s just me
Pyrrha Aug 2018
I see them, the others like me

I see their eyes in search of others searching
The lonely, the longing, the temptation
I see it all because when I look in the mirror
I see it in my reflected eyes as they stare back

I'm so lonely i'm invisible as the other eyes around glaze over me
I am pellucid to the open world around me, cloaked by fear
I long to reach out to those who also shy away from the crowd
Who have those eyes empty and heavy with the desperation

Yet I tremble as I take those steps towards them
I smile and ready my hands, but pull away before I reach them
Before I get the chance to tell them that I see them
Because this feeling inside tears my hands away from those I long to grasp
amber Jul 2018
Collecting dust,
I will sit here on this shelf,
Never to be taken down.
TB Dentz Jul 2018
Like a lion in the desert
Scrawny and rat-like but still fierce and intimidating
Thirsty but miles from water and used to it
Outcast but used to it
Dangerous and on the verge of death but used to it
No one's there when you needed a hand,

No one's there for you to listen and understand.

They loathed and turned away when they knew your sin,

No one's there with you when you feel like crashing In.

You saw a blade and grin,

Blood dripped off, You can't feel the pain.

Maybe that is end of your battle on fitting in,

Cause whatever you do, they will never let you in.
When I was little, we had a tree.
He carried himself like a social outcast;
spindly protrusions with stubby green needles
trying to pass as branches.

They jutted out,
perpendicular to his wiry trunk;
strategically separated,
like feuding relatives at a wedding reception.

My father named him Ralph.
He was neither tall nor short.

At Christmas time,
he was adorned with colored lights
and bright glass globes.

His wannabe branches drooped
under the comically heavy baubles,
as if decorated by Charlie Brown himself.

In his youth, Ralph’s
modest redwood container
buckled under the force of his ambition.

“I want more,”
he whispered from his suburban cell.
“A land of my own,
where I can stand among giants.”

One day, it became too much.
As hot days stacked
like dry pancakes,
brittle brown cracked through his veins.

Ralph was no more.
But he lived on,
because my father gave him a name.
written May 23, 2017
revised July 8, 2018
forestfaith Jun 2018
Please help the hurt, the broken, the shattered the sick.
Please don't leave them, ignore them and crush them to smithereens.
Even a weakly burning wick, I pray please don't quench it. There's still some life left in that weak frame of a body.
Please don't break even the weakest branch, they're fragile, please handle with care.

Even the "fortunate" ones, give something.
Do something.
Don't just sit down all day being sad for the people who are hurting.
Get up and do something.
They will continue to rot, to wither if someone doesn't come and give them a hug, a smile, to know that someone cares for them.
Loves them despite their weaknesses.
Who loves them despite being outcast of society.
i hate that.

"outcast" of society.
just my thoughts.
and a part of it was actually inspired by a Bible verse!
Isaiah 42:3
a bruised reed he will not break, and a faintly burning wick he will not quench; he will faithfully bring forth justice.
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