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abby Feb 2019
I want to fly but I am failing
falling in the deep
dying to myself
resurrecting old beliefs

struggling to comprehend why my being is now still
I am sick of being boring
I lead myself into the thrill

the abyssal oceans blue that sway inside my mind
searching for a label
a diagnosis of some kind

Time is not real
Structure cannot be measured or weighed
I wait for the big moment when my wires become frayed

being "good" does not matter
I just want to be free
But freedom is subjective when I lose sight and still see
your disgusting lust,
makes you touch,
your nauseating desire,
doesn't care who it is,
or sometimes what it is,
obsession, mania?
whatever your reason be,
**** will never be acceptable.
Savannah S Jan 2019
I breathe the blood
You lick the copper
Little angels dance in
Their secretive ways

Who’s behind the
Curtain?
Do you
Enjoy it?

Who’s behind
The mask?
There’s something going on.
Breanna evans Jan 2019
i'm basically either homicidally happy,
or suicidally sad

but sometimes, i'm a bit of both
infer lower
court a
wall with
DACA while
Mrs. Pelosi
shares liberal
concern i.e.,
morals with
crossovers like
her minority
leader while
McConnell gasps
with Ross
while Mathew
is ninth
circuit in
Hot 'Lanta
is Charlie Carlos dead?
Breanna evans Jan 2019
day in, day out,
all the same
eating,
sleeping,
playing games

sometimes I look
at these **** walls
and in a way,
I hope they fall

but then I take
a look outside
and it just makes me
wanna cry

it's so **** cold
I'd freeze to death
so here I sit
and waste my breath

I feel so useless,
so **** lazy
I can't get out
i'm going crazy
I look outside
pray for relief
but the weatherman
says "wait a week"

but it has been
a couple days
don't think I can
go on this way

I have to break out
from my mind
or I won't make it to tonight
everyone and everything is getting to me, and I don't want to do ****. Just wanna hibernate, but my stupid, scumbag brain won't let me sleep
Zane S Jan 2019
Yesterday I was ready
to be alive, to
look in the mirror and say
‘I forgive myself’.
But that feeling is gone
and today I mourn
the death
of my false happiness
Benjamin Woolley Jan 2019
does balance
even exist

fly high higher
blind bliss

but gravity calls
and always
you fall
- you

cry & scream
why me why me

?
no one wants to hear
it still you

scream
- stand up you
say

silently begging hours
away go away

i just want to be
- okay.
Aleah Dec 2018
I feel my body jolting,
I can't get away,
I'm locked in my bed,
Depression,
Eating me away,
Part of me feels everything,
and the other part,
Stops me,
Frozen in place,
What do I do,
I need to go,
But I can't,
*******,
Move.
Nina McNally Dec 2018
Before the night is over,
I need to tell you
Something; "I'm yours till the earth starts to crumble and the
Heavens roll away.
" I'm yours forever!
One day, we'll start a family!
People say they have a
Soulmate and now I believe.

Knowing what I know
Now
I wouldn't change a thing. My
Feelings for you never change---
Each day I love you more.

Together we make a good team.
Ready for this life, moment, and
I'm ready for life with you.
Come with me and we're watch the sunset!
Knowing life is precious and short!

                              Let's Live!!!
copyright; 2018
McNally/Falnders, Inc.
wrote this a while back..last song on Mania album.
Title by Fall Out Boy
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