Aleah Apr 17
I've been thinking about you,
In the ways that I used to,
I can't get you off my mind,
I feel like I'm losing mine,
I've been daydreaming,
About what could have been,
What would have been,
If I wasn't a fool,
I fell for you,
And pushed you away,
Why am I so cruel,
To have punished you,
For the way you made me feel,
I wish I could have,
Let myself reveal,
All of the things,
You truly made me feel.
Gosh, heck, dang. Why are you on my mind.
Aleah Jan 22
I'm afraid,
That you're gonna see,
The way I feel,
I want to just leave it be,
But you open me up,
In ways that you don't see,
I'm encumbered by feelings,
I can't accept,
I guess I'll be leaving you,
Filled with regret.
Aleah Nov 2017
I slip up,
(from time to time)
and I still find,
you on my mind.
Aleah Nov 2017
Oh, how you always hide,
When I try to jump inside,
The green pool of lies,
Splashing beneath,
Your igniting eyes.
Aleah Oct 2017
You stand by me,
On my darkest days,
Even when I'm trapped,
In a blue haze,
So I want to show you,
What you mean to me,
Open up your eyes,
and make you see,
That I want you closer,
More and more each day,
And I know it seems,
Like I'm pushing you away,
How can I make you see,
When I can't even meet your gaze,
I always lose myself,
Suffocating in the blue haze.
Aleah Sep 2017
I felt,
My lungs,
Collapse,
My heart,
Stopped,
And all you did,
Was look,
At me,
With blank eyes,
And no thought.
Aleah Sep 2017
I think about it,
A lot more than I'd like to,
What it felt like,
To be beside you,
I wanted everything to stop,
So that the moment could last forever,
And I know that,
It doesn't sound very clever,
It's a common analogy,
That's been overused,
And I'm sure if you're reading this,
You're unamused.
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