We went through a lot
We had ups
And we had downs
WE FOUND LOVE

But what is it?
Is it pain?
Is it happiness?

I scream
I let myself hurt you

why?

there is no answer
and there is million answers

I can control myself
And I can keep all inside
For many many months
And then it’s bad
It’s so ******* rough for so long

But then I meet you
And everything is fine
You love me, I love you
We hold each others hands
We feed each others souls

But then you leave me again
And I guess I can’t handle it

So I let myself hurt you
Killing my soul
Giving away my body

Destroying what I care about the most
Removing the pain with bigger pain

But you're just a screen again.

A daydream in mid Novembers falling leaves.

That euphoria of seeing you again, wont leave

my skin; and it breaks my bones with words,

poetry, only you can get out of me.

*Sandoval

Here in my heart,
You are housed like the life-force.

Here in my mind,
You are housed like the conscience.

I feel victorious in your company,
I feel prosperous.

I feel completed in your company,
I feel inseparable.

You and I are miles apart
Passed thousands of streams
Down thousands of streets
Despite the difference
My heart always finds yours
My heart only belongs to you
and only you
I love you

RING!!! RING!!!!
The sound before the hello
Ring ring ring
The expectation of the clueless heart
Anticipating the peace that is the Familiar
That Voice permanently engraved in the soul
The symbol of protection and safety
There it comes!!!!
BOOM!!!
The explosion of the heart
BOOM!!! BOOM!!!!!
The Aftermath of the impromptu silence
Just as the strange clear voice escapes the pink vase
Debuting its smashing hit single
It hits the drum when no one is listening for it
Calling out like a violent storm
Threatening to break up the boat on the once calm sea
Like a stowaway hiding in the basement
Only to be revealed by a run of luck.
                
©Belema.S.Ekine