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Alyssa Oct 2015
How do you leave ?
How do you just decide to go.
Far away as you walk into the light,
Far away from this place you call home.
Who is going to stop you from yourself,
Who is going to notice your absence from the next 24 hours.
What will people say,
What will people do.
Why should they care now,
Why would they ask how.
When will i become oblivion,
When will i be needed.
Where will i end up ?
Where would i rest.
And most of all, will I be just another *salt particle mixed in the ocean
To the nights where death comes around.
M Oct 2015
The taste in your mouth as you hold back tears
The secrets ringing in your ears
Body aching of pain
Mind aching of fear

~

First forced into silence
Forced into a game
Trained into shyness
Trained to feel shame

First he locked me out of his world
Our once shared consciousnesses became untwirled
Left me out of his mind
Finding a new life and leaving me behind

Second he locked me out of his presence
Refusing to touch me
Ignoring my essence
Declining to see me

Finally he locked me out of myself
My thoughts were confiscated
Creativity incarcerated in a small box on a high shelf
Breaking me until I was fully isolated
Meghan Marie Sep 2015
I am a prisoner
being held captive
in the wrong skin.
I want to put my head
through a brick wall
as i try to become my mother's idea of normal.
No matter how many times
I change myself
I never seem to be there.
I'm running out of sanity,
A different person every **** day.
Switching back and forth
puts my mind in a state
of confusion.
No matter how many times  I change,
I stay strange
and looking into my mother's dissapointed
eyes make me ache.
I want to tear open my skin
and step out of my skin bag,
I am tired of feeling this way.
oh my stars Sep 2015
when was the last time
you felt someone else's warmth?
the closeness of someone's heartbeat
right next to yours?
when were you last held
by someone who cares so much?
how long since someone told you
that they love all of you?
whispered it in your ear
whilst caressing your hair?
when did you last feel
loved?
wanted?
special?
has it been so long that you
can't remember
the hope and the happiness
wrapped in someone's arms?
when was the last time you smiled
thinking of someone?
have you forgotten what it is to be loved?


i am so lonely
i have just realised that i haven't so much as hugged anyone in months.
M Aug 2015
Everything I fix I break
And everything I break I lose
Please
don't let me try to fix you

Everything I give I take
And everything I take I bruise
Please
Don't let me give myself to you
Jane Aug 2015
We're like two planets
That never meets
Separated by stars and galaxies
Across the ample universe
How intimidate and leaden
We're both too different
Maybe that's why we never ended up together
Phoolmatee Dubay Jul 2015
this morning i awoke but torn inside
angered easily
distorted by reality
and I am even more angered with myself
i couldn't do what i want
then i decided i would write these words of my frustrations
I am isolated now
which brings even more alienation
but would i rather it this way?
I do not know
But i'd like to know
As i write i find myself
back to my space and own time
thanks to my keyboard
Lahela Jun 2015
Don't be so foolish to think you even belong anywhere.

If you were born to stay in one place, God would've made you a tree.
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