You said I broke your heart
when I decided to leave,
but baby you broke mine
every single day I stayed.
I couldn't stand by
watching as you sat there,
your soul collecting dust.
I'd beg you for more, to BE more,
but my pleas went unnoticed.
So I cried silently to myself,
crimson tears
leaking from my veins.
And now,
now that I've finally gone,
you've awakened to shudder
off that layer of dust.
Tell me, baby,
how could I be the one
to break your heart
when I was obviously
so irrelevant
to your motivations.
Tell me, baby,
why you didn't notice me
bleeding, begging
for your attention.
Tell me, baby,
why was I not enough?
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