What happened to your eyes?
Blankness was residing in them
A force field built around your perimeter
Their protection of you my condemn

I kept hoping for approval
Some sign of validation
Yet you had nothing for me
Only a serving of rejection

Gluing your eyes to an animated screen
Shutting out the action around you
I being caught in the mix
My insecurities coming to a brew

So now I'm the invisible woman
Transported to a state of sullen
My feel goods suddenly taken
Hopes for your love disheartened

I want to go home  
I hate this feeling  
I don't want to do this  

I really wish I weren't me

It would be a lie to say I feel invisible
I feel painfully seen and ignored

I guess I'll go make a cup of tea
Because sometimes it feels like
You have time for all of them, but not for me

Do they see me?
Do they hear me?

Can you see me?
Can you hear me?

Am I here?
Do I exist?

Those are just some questions that run through my mind,
Everytime they look away, don't respond, don't acknowledge;
I wonder if you know that I'm here,
But you just don't care.

They never do, do they?

Can you hear me?

I fell off the wagon
And my addiction didn't ****
I fell off the wagon
Now I'm riding gravity down the hill
I fell off the wagon
And I was doing great
I fell off the wagon
And I've degraded to a lower state
slipping past the border
Im way past the edge
I only accept counsel from the voices in my head
I fell off the wagon
And you can tell too
I fell of the wagon
But i don't think anyone knew

One light has gone
Beautiful soul has drown
Tried to reach out but extremely ignored
Goodbye letter for once and more
No awarness 'till he was really done