#idiot poems on Hello Poetry

Violet Blue Sep 2015

Give you everything I am,
Let you in
Practically give myself to you
dragged it out for just over a year
and you choose to tell me now
Good ******* job you ****
*******

#broken #heart #stupid #**** #fuckyou #idiot #**** #******* #*******

Yume Blade Sep 2015

☣ FECKLESS ☣

Never do anything
until he allows it to me

Never ask anything
until he allows it to me

Never say anything
until he allows i to me

Am I so feckless ?
for being so unable to do anything for myself.

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Myself just *****

#sad #depression #myself #idiot #feckless #stupide

Laniatus Jul 2015

wear the crash hat

In an instant
The vulnerable confidence within escaped...
Thud - As I cracked my head against the concrete.
For the first time
in a long time, I thought
It was all over. I reached to the back
Expecting the fragile shell split;
The shell that holds my brain
But nothing.
Suddenly my left side went numb, tingled
And returned to leave only what I can describe
As pins n' needled heated to 100 degrees
Prior to their attack.
They ran from shoulder to my 3 middle fingers.
5 minutes now I sit cross legged on the concrete.
With fire in my fingers I press to push myself up,
I'm dizzy. I sit again for a while.
Nerve damage. Should heal? I hope...
******* BMX

Just a quick write with no edit, bit of a blog really I suppose after testing my bmx after a rebuild. Bike was lighter than expected and fell straight back on the back of my head. For a second I truly thought it was all over!

#story #advice #idiot

Xiao - SparKticas Jun 2015

My Perfect Imperfection

Nothing ever quite seems to get in my head,
I want to scream and constantly feel as if I'm brain dead.
I try to understand and help how I can,
Yet I end up feeling a pathetic excuse of your man.

There is nothing but hot air that resides up there,
A cloud of gas in my skull protected by hair.
I'm an idiot and am never of use,
I deserve to be sat there and yelled at with abuse.

Im impossible to work with, a pain in the ***,
When all I intend to do is help you be the one to pass.
Im failing school cause of how useless I am,
Its comes across to others like I couldn't give a ****.

I am a failure
I am a child
But this is never who I wanted to be...just simply cant help change the things I hate most about me

#stupid #failure #fool #idiot

AM May 2015

Birdbrained

You ******* *****
How in the hell did you ever have
The dumbest thought that I am
Able to understand you in your
SILENCE?

Your stupid ego won't dry your tears
I will
Your idiot pride won't ease your fears
I will
So speak to me in clear sentence
And ask me to stay
Because *I WILL!

#love #stupid #pride #ego #idiot #*****

Emily L May 2015

F-U

They say
"She wants to **** him hard,"
but he hardly wants to **** her
still he calls day and night
and like a therapist she listens
**** this
**** that
**** this *****
and not you
When will you learn?
He's a man
educating you on
how to be a lap dog
you put your head
in his lap
and he'll ask you to beg
He doesn't give a **** about you
but you cling to him
like a dog ******* a leg.
You stupid girl
You stupid girl.
He doesn't want you
He wants himself.
While he looks in the mirror
with his tiny *******
he thinks, "I'm the man
take this all my *******"
and he rubs one out for him
not you
not her
not anyone but himself
He
doesn't
want
you.

For the stupid ******* who is literally the dumbest person I know. Have some self respect and let that garbage be put out on the street! Will most likely take down.

#love #girl #explicit #loveless #vain #idiot

Brianna May 2015

Dead skin ( don't call me again)

Follow me down the path straight to hell because we both know heaven wasn't made for us.
Follow me into first pits of doom where my heart and your heart wait to be shoved together once again due to misunderstanding.

I get the feeling of being ripped in half every time you say my name. My heart fills with blood just for me to watch it bleed out when you walk away.

When the moment passes and 6 months down the road you come back; please note: I'll be gone for good this time.
And when your heart starts to ache with past memories of us, or the right song starts to play at the right time; please note: I'll be gone forever this time around.

You're a ****.
You're dead skin.

Please note...don't ever ******* call me again.

#love #memories #past #***** #me #call #dont #again #******* #idiot

Kelvin Apr 2015

Desperato

Desperate times calls for desperate measures,
Desperate mind, peer pressure?
Are you blind or are just a tester?
Leave her behind, IT will not give you any pleasure.

desperate people.

#love #stupid #ew #idiot #*** #shannon #ian #vickyisstillhot

Gul e Dawoodi Apr 2015

The Tangled Thoughts

This world, these creatures and me
I wonder if all of this is a dream
Where I run on a road of darkness
Trying to follow that gleam
So I may finally get out of this atrocity
Where I can not even scream

I do not know if I can achieve
These set points and goals
I do not know if I can win
In all of this struggle
It's like being in a world of wizards
When you know you are a muggle

But still I have to try
I have to breathe

Uh! I Hate Myself for over-thinking.
This makes me go crazy most of the times.

#confused #idiot #lowself-esteem