Everyone wants what they cannot have at times
That pang in your chest
One to detest
There of pure longing

The feeling when you know
That ship will never set sail
At least for you
Though others board with ease
to make memories
Out there on the seas

But not you
You’re stuck where you are
Not to move
Even if you wanted to

You get used to it eventually
Though it always hurts
To know you cannot do
Go nor be
What you want most

though
If we can’t accept this
We live stuck in fantasy
Thinking on and dreaming
Of what we ought to be

Living life inside a lie
That you spun yourself
Stuck inside a box
That you, who into it climbed

Please don’t be silly
Don’t be a fool
Like every person out there
Who’s ever wanted more
Tried to even up the score
With a sense of longing
That they could not endure

They’ll just sit there laughing
Thinking that they’ve won
they’re shrouded in delusions
unable to see
They get nicked and cracked
But pay it no mind
Never considered the fact that they
Were beaten more than thought
And they’ll never know they’ve shattered
Till they see the glass

What is Vision but the depth of a Dream in night's eye landing in broad daylight:

The inner holy that has not yet come forth.

Another layer of the mask that must come off; until it’s found.

-Book of Mormon Holy Scriptures and LannaEvolved

LIVING IT UP

Never lose
sight of
the goals
you've set
for yourself.

Because only
you can
make your
dreams
come true.

And the best
way to earn
a dream is
inventing it
by living it up.
#c9_fm

if i want to get big,
my goals have to get bigger

if i “love him so much”,
i have to be the best for him

so i’m going to be the best
<3

I wish you would leave
I wish you would let me be
I'm fine here
I'm happy here
So just let me be
Why should I chase what I know can't be mine
Why should I dream of things that would only waste my time
I'm fine here
I'm happy here
so just let me be
You know that I couldn't do it
You know that it wouldn't happen
So why should I slave over this as the days pass me by
I'm fine here
I'm happy here
So just let me be
I'll choose the safer route
And I'll learn to love it too
So when you're gone
When you've finally let me be
I'll be fine here
I'll be happy here
After you've finally let me be.

The goal should always
result in your happiness
or else what's the point?

4:34 PM
30/11/20