A fainting pink, the color I have to resist
To stare at as we pass by the textured walls of our hallways
There isn't much he knows about her,
Except for the bottles of strawberry flavored wax
She takes and uses up within months
I dream of what it tastes like.
Not the strawberry scent she lingers on every one of his clothes
But the lips she has to polish every single hour,
Applying and reapplying
Again and again
On my bed, I hold that scent close,
That stain of wax that missed her skin,
Landing mistakenly on my shirt
If I rub it off on my cheek,
My neck,
My lips
Would it be the same?
The same type of love she gives to him,
On 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒅,
To 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔,
In 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒎...
The room that stands next to mine.
I cant help myself.
That artificial sweetness on her skin teases the strings I spun just for her in my heart
When I weave my way to her through the harsh rivers of doubt to get a whiff of what could've been
A future without scented walls to separate us
But hearing her through those thin plaster barricades,
My waxy layers melt off,
As the canister holding my strawberry sacrifice calls from the basin
Of discarded chapsticks that once gave her so much joy
Give me the satisfaction
Of knowing that you're recycling this affection
For what?!
Why don't you enlighten me with capped closure
Instead of covering up essential oils with his favorite perfume
Because even when you force yourself to pucker up into unscented soberness,
You know you can't stand the blank space
Between this balm and your lips
So I'll ask of you tonight, my one and only, to please
Hold me tight,
Lead me on,
And promise to love 𝒎𝒆...
Through your chapstick kisses to him.
This is mostly just a story I made up on a whim, but I like how it turned out, it's not too bad.
