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archwolf-angel Mar 2016
Is love a lie?
What's the definition of it?
Asking myself time and time again
If it could ever be worth it

Giving your all for someone else
For the people you deem worthy
Pushing it all for the hope of a pretty memory
Is it really going to be pretty?

Tonight I douse myself in tears and lies
Yelling to myself it's all well
Tonight I continue whispering
The quiet screams of an emergency

What could ever be worth it?
Someone please show me
Whilst I try to convince that this
Will actually all be just my...
...overthinking
I'm overthinking. Am I really?
polengtopieces Oct 2015
I kept on changing my mind
Maybe I need to think it over and over again
If this is wrong or right
Is this love or not
But if I tell you things, I'll never say enough
Will I end up with you, and If I end up with you
Will it be enough?
Is this exactly what I want?
Those it leads me somewhere or nowhere?  
Would it be worth it or a waste of time?
Tell me.
Destre' Jul 2015
Im sorry I disappeared
Fair warning: this might sound weird
But for the longest time the world hasnt seemed real
So I decided to make a deal
But who to make a deal with im not sure
So to whoever this may concern
Let me go and leave all this
Please grant me forgiveness
For all that ive done and for all I may hurt
My everyday life has left me feeling like dirt
Trampaled on and un noticed
Dirt is dirt.. Is dirt is dirt
I am dirt
Am I dirt?
My thoughts are mean
I never ment to be mean..
Maybe the world would be better if it were clean
*Would the world be better without me?
Maybe my thoughts are best left unseen
Soumya Inavilli Apr 2015
I asked for the truth,
but couldn't bear it
when it was standing
right in front of me.

I thought it was a
dream, but when I
woke up it all seemed
to be so real to me.

What if it isn't the
truth? And what if
this was really just
another dream?
Chris Reyes Mar 2015
I remember my heart racing within the shell, namely the body, an echo of that clear-skied night that felt like it was so long ago it might as well be another life entirely.

Except then, I knew nothing was going to happen but I kept telling myself I was going to make it work.
Love* and Hate is what I feel
I love you as a friend
I hate you as a human
All else is ambivalent

I have told myself
To give up
Yet what is this?
A feeling that is welling up in my being

A voice
You* can save him, it says

But what if I cant?
What if it turns out just like before?
I cant take the same risk
And do the same mistakes

I'm terrified
The history is my greatest fear
For it made me feel excruciating pain

Now, I'm asking you
Are you willing to accept me
As the one to escort you
Towards the world I've come to know
That will surely somehow
Make you feel so free

Because I'm already so CONFUSED
You've been taking me inside an endless whirlpool
Me
Is it me ? Am I the problem?
Do I even make you smile?
Do I even give you happiness ?
Am I the one that pops in your head when you sleep or wake up?
Am I the one your waiting for when your day goes by?
do you miss me when you don't hear from me?
Do you think it's me when your phone rings?
Do you love me like I think you do?



All these questions and always worried if I really am the one or just a stepping stone to reach higher places?
Justin S Wampler Jan 2015
A loose wool-knit sweater had holes in the pattern,
through which her skin was visible both above and below
the dark sports-bra wore stretched across her *******.
I could see the thin straps draped over her collarbones,
and thought about the lines they leave in her skin.

Yoga pants squeezed her legs underneath of thigh-high socks,
and both were layered below tall leather boots with low heels.
An olive green fatigue jacket hung open around her and
was adorned with a colorful scarf that lay claim to her neck,
its tassels curled and bounced with each step she took
mirroring precisely the loose curls in her fair hair.

Finger-less gloves left her free to feel the texture of the
pages she turned one by one in a book pulled from the shelf.
She had sat down right in the aisle, planting herself in front of
the poetry section inside of a crowded Barnes and Nobles.
Sitting there with such an elegance, I lack the words for it,
completely unnoticed and free from the numerous
holiday shoppers that were carefully stepping over her,
books in their own arms, and heading for the cash registers.
Thoughts of you are killing me
I don't know how and why
This is just how you affect me
And I want this gone

Sometimes near
Sometimes far
You make me confused
On what we really are

I hate you for being like that
Don't know what you did
You have left with no goodbyes
But still haunting me with your mem'ries
Unsure
Not feeling so sure
Skeptical
Feeling insecure
Bashful
Completely intimidated
Fearful
Absolutely trepid
Doubtful
Unconfident and uncertain
Cowardly
Disbelieving
Shy and coy
Hesitant
Incredulous
Questioning everything
Dubious
Scared to death
Timorous
Feeling so unsure


But will I take the risk?

*Sure...
Sometimes...  I really just don't know what to think or feel...
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