Shoved your foot in my Doorway, and I'm the one left Tripping over it
The History: Have you ever been kind to someone who you disliked? Have they ever then treated you like you're in their way? Never compromise, and never ignore your gut as people would instruct you to. People may negate your perception of reality, but you know your truth.
I wish you'd all see the person in me beneath my insecurities, layers of locks into my heart. Why'd you leave me before I speak? am I not as normal as you? what is normal if there are many? Am I crazy or are you blind to see the normal in me? I wonder what's missing in me that forced you to leave. As you remain blind to the eons of hope that remains in my heart for you. As I redefine my normal for the next layer of lock that encapsulates my heart.
It hurts when your friends and those you held close to your heart ignores you and turn their backs on you. You feel as if your opinions are not normal and you question your sanity.