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Skaidrum Jun 2019
———"that familiar boiling yolk of a sunrise—comas richer than russian dark chocolate— & saturn smoking a cigar while playing chess with gravity... i have been here before."

ocean dove, pardon my excuses for not writing as of late; been busy fulfilling a prophecy that can't even look me in the eye and ask me to change.  in the june wreckage of two thousand and sixteen;  i retired my tongue with the dormant volcanoes  before the world could end in my mouth.  and yet my poetry informs me that there are some wounds too sophisticated to even flower into scars—kind of like how my words will never feel like honey again, (but vinegar nonetheless.)

how cruel of me it was; to condemn you to a death without one final cigarette slow dancing with your lungs.  i miss the shadows of you most: the belt of venus caged like a wild animal in your eyes, your rusty guitar silky voice dripping off the haunted house we called home, countless a.m. drives kicking up filthy moonlight in the rearview mirror, but most of all—the way you said 'i love you' like it was nothing dressed up in something fashionable.

it is now the june of two thousand and nineteen. this wreckage sat on a throne and filled into the moon's shoes. a crown crawled it's way home to my head and kissed me with knowledge drenched in your name.  this queen started from lesson no. 1: broken instruments, will preach broken sounds—  and how lovely it has been, planting a world war in my soul only to raise eden in it's stead.  i will miss your company, but your ghost is no longer a requirement for me to be complete.

i have learned to stop loving falsehoods.  i have learned to start loving the leftovers of who i am becoming.  we would have been star crossed lovers had you not tried to swallow that bottle of pills that famous night where we fought like madonnas— but it looks like you got to death's fortune cookie before i did.

"and one day, you will have lived long enough to taste your grief turn bittersweet too"
———
my alibi still tosses in it's sleep at night thinking of you.
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JT Nelson Jun 2019
I was taught by a man
That smelled heavily of smoke
Of the difference of certain
Brands of cigarettes
And the place to smoke them

I don’t remember much of that lesson
As I quit over twenty years ago
Except that Lucky Strikes should
Be smoked outside... alone...
In the park.
I think I only bought one or maybe two packs of Lucky Strikes. Those filterless suckers were a tough smoke.
Ruth Nadler-Nir Jun 2019
Him
He smelled of soap, leather, cigarettes and heartbreak
fray narte Jun 2019
cigarettes still taste a little like our last kiss — like it's 5 am again and we were stuck in rusty rooftops, waiting for the break of dawn, or for the other to initiate the kiss. that being said, i always wished that 5 am's lasted longer, and that cigarettes burned longer, and that we kissed longer. but before we knew it, the sun had risen and there we were, ashing our cigarettes on the floor, kissing our last kiss. but here i am, darling — yours for the breaking; my cigarettes, yours for the taking — so kiss me again. break me again. leave me again.

say goodbye to me, darling. say goodbye, just once again.
fray narte Jun 2019
Our first kiss was crossing California’s fault lines
thinking that we wouldn't fall;
it was an it-just-feels-right, spur-of-the-moment,
it-might-never-happen-again kinda kiss.
Our second kiss was running away from home
to dance under thunderstorms;
gasps lost in a hurricane’s howl
and there we were, in the eye,
figure skaters dancing tentatively on thawing ice.
Our third one was starting to look like a bad decision,
but boy, did we like making one.
Our fourth kiss was still a ***** secret,
but it made me think of strawberries and forevers
and how they tasted so good in your mouth.
Our fifth kiss happened at 8 on a Sunday,
preceding a fight on why platonic people
even think of kissing.
And there I was, wishing you'd stay
and crash your lips into mine again,
but maybe chapped lips and hot breaths
can no longer burn walls.
Our sixth had gaps that almost tasted
like leaving but it lingered,
the way you didn't,
and for the first time,
it was like fitting a piece in a different jigsaw puzzle.
Our seventh was all, desperate and pleading
and memorizing the feel of your lips and chin
and cupid's bow.
Our eighth was an insignia of
all our blunders coming undone.
Our ninth kiss tasted of cigarettes,
and someone else,
and it was the last;
our tenth simply had never come.
Gabriel Jun 2019
After you left
Cigarettes were the best treatment for hang over kisses
Liquor to drown the butterflies in my stomach
               I'd rather stay with my bad habits
      Than being good to the person
                Who never loved you
Let it go
D A W N Dec 2017
i want to choke on the alcohol
that cannot intoxicate me
as much as you
i want smoke that emits from my mouth
just to feel that constant feeling
that burning sensation
on my throat
because it reminds me
of you
remember that time at the balcony around 10 pm when the streets were lonely and the only thing i could see where the smoke puffs youd make as i listen to u tell me stories about the person i liked.
basil May 2019
cigarettes dangling
calmly, ever-so-gently
from my fingertips
Vic May 2019
You can call it an aeshetic,
Or call it a ruin-my-life.
But you can't take
Who I was away.
Sometimes I wish
I hadn't changed back then.
And that I'd still have
The past in my hands.
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