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There were 16 cars on your wall....
I know because I counted them all
they were wrapped in blue probably brand new
over and over in my head my eyes never wondered
your ceiling was white with a fine line crack that spread to the other side
you kissed my cheek and fell asleep
I held you in my arms, wishing it wasn't you
god, how cruel
I was not thinking about you it was him, it was always him....
but you loved me and I didn't love you
the craving just wasn't there
even in all the late nights you held me dear
there were 16 cars on your wall, I counted in despair
but I didn't know what else to do
16 cars and a broken person pretending to love you.
I don't know how to tell you....
my threadbare soul hangs
severed from my broken bones
flailing in fate’s storm
it hurts a lot
Gently,
you press the chill of death against my brow,
a tender crown of frost and ash.
What is this trembling within my ribs—
this flutter,
this frantic bird trapped in a hollow cage?

I am emptied,
scraped clean from the inside out.
I have wished for nothing more than this ending,
nothing more than the stillness behind the veil.

Yet shadows mutter like old ghosts,
their whispers clawing at my ears.
They watch me from a distance,
their eyes like nails.

A faint, feral fear creeps up my spine—
it drags its teeth along my nerves,
punishing me for wanting release.
This is all I asked for,
all I begged for,
and still I flinch before the threshold.

Because when death draws near,
your face—
a memory, a wound—
splinters into my mind.
You drift through me like smoke,
and I am undone again,
caught between the hunger to vanish
and the ache of remembering you.
A poisoned bloom, a heart turned cold as stone,
Narcissism's intricate web, a story sown
In fertile ground of fragile, yielding trust,
Where empathy decays to bitter dust.
Gaslight's insidious flicker, shadows crawl,
Distorting truth until you lose it all.
Manipulation's silken, venomous lies,
Concealing motives mirrored in dead eyes,
Secrets they hoard like treasures, dark and vast,
While your own history crumbles, fading fast.

Arguments ignite, on whispers, frail and slight,
A twisted theater where wrong is always right.
Double standards, sharp-edged weapons, deftly wielded,
Victories hollow, hard-won, and congealed.
Detachment's glacial breath, a soul grown numb,
A vacant stare that signals, "You've become
Invisible," a ghost within their sight,
Carelessness carved in lines of endless night,
A disregard so profound, it chills the bone,
A love that suffocates, and leaves you all alone.

Narcissism's creeping venom, a subtle art,
Drives once-bright minds to tear themselves apart.
Victims, a silent, wounded legion, slowly bleed,
Gathering fragments of a shattered creed
Of self-worth, lost within the labyrinthine maze
Of their control, through countless, blurring days.
Emotion drained, a hollow, aching void,
A heavy toll of spirit unemployed,
Defeat’s dark, clinging scent, a suffocating shroud,
Consumes the very essence, spoken and unbowed.

A legion's unseen grasp, of demons they have bred,
Whispering doubts, planting seeds of dread.
Walking on eggshells, a perpetual fear,
Where every word, each gesture, isn't clear,
But fraught with peril, judgment lurking near.
Back-to-back rounds of torment, year on weary year,
A living hell constructed in the mind,
Where peace is banished, solace you can't find.
Shame's heavy, clinging cloak, a suffocating weight,
A painful spell that seals your desolate state.

Love's tender promise, endlessly betrayed,
Insanity's dizzying dance, in fading light displayed.
Spinning 'round in circles, a desperate, futile plea,
For change that flickers, but you'll never truly see.
Unstable ground beneath your weary feet,
A broken scene where hope and reason can't compete.

Mind subtly twisted, body's instinctive freeze,
Another crushing blow, with no release, no ease.
The choice remains, a precipice you face,
To break the cycle, find your own saving grace,
Or join the fallen, those whose spirits died,
Beneath the weight of their destructive tide.

Narcissism's bitter toxin, a slow heart's demise,
Reflected in the haunted sorrow in their eyes
(Though mirrored back, a twisted, hollow gleam).
Narcissism's haunting echo, a dark and endless stream,
NARCISSISM, a prison built of lies,
NARCISSISM, the secret that never truly dies.
Rain 7d
The lines on my thighs,
Paint and tell stories.
About my lows and highs,
About my hurt and loneliness.

Some blur together,
Story behind each forgotten.
Just a permanent keeper,
Of pain once written.

But some I can point to,
Tell you exactly who caused it.
The story of what they put me through,
How they made me wanna quit.

I won’t do that anymore,
I’ll accept that life hurts.
I won’t do what I did before,
I’ll put it into words.
Kaitied 7d
Knock knock, who's there
It's me, your anxiety

A nice surprise, I know
Thought I'd come for a sleepover
The kind you had when you were twelve
Stay up all night talking

We'll reminisce over times gone by
Share embarrassing stories
You go first
Actually I'll tell one for you

Remember that one time
When you actually thought
You mattered
Thought your family would help you
Hug you and maybe wipe your tears

***, so hilarious
I can't believe you actually fell for that!
Kaitied 7d
Its not fair
She screams
Why them
Why not me

She never
Asked for much
Just to
Be held
Be loved

He never
Asked for her
The extra
The twin

She gave
All she had
Her love
Her tears

He shoved them
Under the rug
With all
The dirt
And filth

She learned to
Hide away
Smile and
Be polite

He wouldn't
Protect her
Hold her
Tender heart

So she broke
Quietly
Hid the pain
Beneath pills and scars

Now she's gone
Someone else
Walks in her shoes
And he doesn't even know
Lance Remir Sep 25
The worse part about me

Is that despite how much

You have broken me

I would still love you
Blank page.
Heavy ink.
A sinking mind,
All hopes gone in a blink.
Everything's dark
Lostling Sep 24
I want you to fix me

The way you gave me life
I want you to hear me

Behind all the lies
I want you to hold me

But guess I’m too old
I wanted to tell you

But fear is too cold
I want your approval

But that flame is dead
I want you to save me

Before I am too
Written by the little boy in the attic. He wants to disappear.
Don’t tell anyone.
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