My love will reach every atom of your being—
touching the physical with my lips,
the unseen with my heart.

And beyond the atoms,
my love will reach the mysterious force
that binds them,
the force that shaped you
into the soul I treasure.

With my soul,
I will connect to yours,
beyond the visible,
beyond the known.

-Blood Of My Blood

They say blood is thicker than water and to that I agree,

Loyalty will always be synonymous with family!


If the world were to turn their backs on me and push me around,

My dear family would be there to lift me up from the ground. 


Family's forever, unlike fickle friends who come and go,

No other bond comes close to the family bond, this I know.

I have a close friend named fear
He lives and whispers in my ear

He wakes me up, he keeps me trying...
He keeps me living, prevents me from dying

He makes me work, He let me strive
He keeps the guilt in my heart alive

He's like a bond
He makes me bold
Even in my dreams
I'm getting bombed

He makes me scared
He makes me hate
He's the reason today i ate

My friend fear is always near
He tells me run to the bathroom
when i drink to much beer

He makes me fear what i can't see
He gets me anxious, he makes me wanna ***..

when you tell them incontrovertibly
for the hundredth time
you're never coming back

be prepared

it still hurts when they pull away

but after each time you say it
the next breath
is fuller than the last
your wings
wider than moments before
and the vast distant horizon
more brightly painted than you've ever seen

Calmly connected,

sharing experiences --


every now and then.

This may seem possessive but you’re mine, I want, need, and value you, not just body, but mind as well, you are fundamental.

When I’m not there, I want a moment in time when you sort through the memories of me and use your imagination to create the infinite possibilities of how I reinforce every beautiful thing about you and be sentimental.

No one is perfect, we all have our losses, and we all fall. When uncertain, I can only hope you know how much I believe in you, to the point where I give you that look, you smile.

I want to be a catalyst for your self-discovery. Give me your body and mind, rest assured this will be secured with my life, confide. I want to experience you liberated and lost inside, let your spirit run wild.

I’m the mystery that discovered and played with every aspect of you for your benefit. It’s a sense of its own, best described as living in suspense.

Just know, that this bond is beyond imagination and reality, it’s inconceivable, and it’ll never make sense.

The path of life I once beheld,
Until I agreed to be born into this world,
I knew the reason without a doubt—
You, destined to be my mother.

In a world of right and wrong, painted gray,
Your color shines as white to me
In another life with or without choice,
I choose you.