I wanted so terribly to wholeheartedly adore him.
To break down my walls.
To lower my guard.
Dive headfirst into falling madly for him.
But I was no fool.
I knew that with every leap, came a landing
... and I can't say I was ready for the disaster that awaited me at the ground.
x.x H. Mars
(I wrote this for you, Josh)
With this ring I thee wed,
Never assumed those words would leave my lips
But they did.
Unsure of what the word vow actually meant or entailed.
All I knew for certain was that vows are fragile.
Broken and they can end worlds.
What comes next?
I do not know, with you by my side.
I do not need to know, or worry.
I just want a love like the ring I gave you.
Wrapped around you and shining,
Your body, heart and mind wrapped inside.