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Ana S Jul 2019
He is
And isn’t.
He will be.
And can’t be.
He is the fire in my heart.
And the ocean in my eyes.
The laughter in my pain.
And the pain in my laughter.
He is,
And isn’t.
He is there.
But never constant.
He is.
And isn’t.
He can.
And can’t be.
I’m his,
Yet he isn’t mine.
I love him...
and he is.
And he isn’t.
Love me daddy,
I don’t crave the pain anymore.
I crave his love.
No longer to satisfy.
To be loved will cure my cries.
He is the ocean in my eyes.
The tears behind my dark lies.
Simply just a friend.
A casual *** partner.
Love me,
Why don’t you.
And I’m not good.
No good for you.
I’ll let you do whatever you want to.
Punish me daddy.
Make me bleed.
Make me feel.
Anything,
Other than this cold numb,
Love me.
Make me feel.
Love again.
Love me
Don Bouchard Jul 2019
As she emerged from years of abuse,
Became aware of the ******* he'd placed,
She knew it was time to go,
Filed the papers,
Moved in with a friend,
Tried to see another end.

Love does not die easily;
Her heart yearned
Some better way,
But ends must come
When there's nothing left to say.

She left everything to him;
He'd forced his will in choosing every piece:
Furniture, fixings, knife and fork,
Appliances, decor, automobiles....
She wanted none of it anymore.

Love does find a way
To die, though the dying may be slow.

"It's good we didn't have any children,"
His mother said. "We didn't muddy up
Our pure Norwegian blood line."

Love finds a way to die.
tree Jul 2019
when i’m with him, it’s always summer
careless adventures , absorbing adrenaline from his warmth
our energy pulses as we race through time
the sun refuses to give way to the pearlescent moon
but it eventually takes over to a night ;
another summer night i’m with my love ; but something is different
a cold wind sets in and i feel myself drawn to the lake
it has always been summer with him, but it’s suddenly winter and
a shove sets me tumbling into the ice
which breaks and i fall through -- but the only face i see is his
grinning and waving with the hand
that pushed me
the agony rips apart your soul
Dean Jul 2019
Send me back to where I belong
Cut the wings you made of feather
I cannot live where I feel wrong
I’ll never stand this change of weather

Make me feel good once again
Let the aching leave my head
I feel the dribbling down my chin
While trying to sleep in my so-called bed.
.
.
.
.
Ameed
J Jul 2019
too far off the edge of this never ending cliff.
you are nowhere to be found, as i am waiting for you to catch me.

are you in the arms of another?
are you thinking of me; like i am you?

falling into this void of a black hole; emptiness is all that can describe it.

i scream for you, as hallucinations of you in front of me stay prevalent.

but as i put my hand out to reach you, you disappear.

sinking deeper into this melancholic void.

gone.
many can probably relate to this, my heart is with you
J Jul 2019
as i scream, you don’t hear me.

as i cry, you don’t see me.

all i see in you is pure rage, such a rage that only an evil empty individual could possess.

endless years of agonizing soul crushing pain.

but you couldn’t care to notice, as you are left without a scratch.

you were once the shell of a person whom i’d call my father.

now i look at you and see your eyes oozing with deadness, as if they were roadkill.

and i feel emotionless towards you, as if i was now embodying an orphan; forced to grow up without ever knowing what the nurturing love of a parent felt like.

the reality is, i am not an orphan.

i am a broken shell of what is called a daughter, while we sit at the empty dinner table; feeling like i am living with a complete stranger.

daddy, do you hear my cries now?
Lee Jul 2019
They stand at their designations inputting the mindless dribble while their fires die out.

The words flow to letters.

The letters flow to lines.

The lines flow to numbers.

The numbers flow to nothing

The endless cycle repeats for the norm till their just drones of numbers and nothing.

Their nothingness becomes a count for change on paper and virtual.

This is the life of just another statistic.
J Jul 2019
feeling alone in the big world,
life is pushing me under.

starting to feel like i don’t matter to you,
or anything you could muster.

you feel cold.

you feel empty.

tell me what could i do to stop your heart from feeling so heavy?

i have the feeling you’re restricting truth,
even about the most minuscule things.

tell me why can’t you be honest?
is it something that lies within?

you have a tendency to be selfish,
while i give you my heart and soul.

why can’t i feel your desire to give?
is it because you are only starving to take? leaving me malnourished, while you are well fed?

if so, as much as it pains me;
i must leave from this barren well.
so goodbye my love,

as i continue to feel alone, in this big, cold world.
solfang Jul 2019
I'm learning to lose my love
over your warm breath,
because when it stops one day,
mine would too.

your warm breath,
over my shoulder, over my neck,
hands tighter and firmer,
more than they used to be

from the front to the back,
everywhere with your warm breath;
masking my unspoken agony,
your warm breath is mine,
mine and only.
these feelings are meant to be written, not spoken
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