I am not blessed, nor merciful
- I am not righteous in life
I am filled in everlasting
by unrequited strife
I am in enduring pain
Hurt again and again
Yet, I forgive in a way
that there is nothing to gain
I am unfailing
in this, daunting mission
Struggling without commission
I am married to fate
That, has been tiring as of late
Still my faith keeps me walking
However much Death keeps stalking
I will bear my curse in stride
As long as you, in me abide
I have no idea!