I set fire to a random bush and found some stairs underneath.  I went down and had to pay for the door repairs!!  ****!! I had 250 rubys and was on my way to get the blue ring.

The night was clear with a dreamy sky. The kids were in the back of the truck. They layed on their backs and saw the trees and street lights run by. That is until we drove out of town and into the country. Stars called to my kids eyes like flowers on a spring day. 

On our way home there was to huge flash. The next thing I remembered was waking up in the grass and then seeing my truck flipped over. I screamed. Both my children were dead. 

I held them both. For hours all I could hear was their ghostly voices. In my mind I said all the prayers I knew over and over again. And then there was the flash again. 

When I opened my eyes we were inside of a clear room. I layed my kids down and stood up. I walked toward a window and saw the earth below. 

I turned back to look at my kids and saw that some creature some thing had picked their bodies up and had them floating beside it. I tried to tackle whatever it was but found I could not move.

The creature then placed 2 color filled orbs on my children's bodies. There were strange sounds and chimes. Every vein inside of my kids bodies seem to be filled with light.. it was beyond what beautiful could describe. Their bodies got brighter and brighter. The creature would look at me from time to time with its white eyes. 

Both my children's bodies were as bright as the sun. Then I saw something enter their bodies from outside this room. Both of them stop shining. And then they opened their eyes. 

Once again there was a flash and the three of us were back at the truck. I then heard a voice inside of my mind. It spoke 2 words.. " I'm sorry"

I awake..  For the moment its dark..  Then the light comes..  Slowly this place makes itself real to me..  And if I am seeing what I am seeing I know that I have finally let go..  It felt alot like the spring.  A beautiful comfort in the air kept me warm and cool all at once..  I begin to walk and notice the flowers..  How they are there to simply look beautiful..  I let go some more and am able to smell the atomoshere.. Its as if the rain just finished kissing the earth..   Then my memories flood on in!  My eyes water at the sight of her! She is here..  I tell her I love you so so much!! At this point I am lost to this amazing technology! Not able to tell what is real anymore they break my link.. I am lucid once again! My eyes still filled with tears..  You see I am a product line tester.  This new tech and invention is called Soul-Cell..  And I was its first user..  By God! Tears still ran down my face..  What you people have made is simply heavenly..  And I have one question.. Did I just visit heaven?

Sunny days really never change..
But yet I remember them diffrently as a kid..
They seem to hold more magic..

Moonlit nights really never change..
But yet I remember them diffrently as a kid..
They seem to hold more luster for the soul..

I remember you asking me what my favorite color was..
I smiled and said storm on the horizon blue..
It was then you smiled back and said that was also your favorite color also..
And that you described such a blue in the same words I did..

I see a storm coming in from the north..
Those blues remind me of you..
I wonder if you feel the same..
The magic is still there..

I stare into nothing yet again..
And I see it all before me..
Your face, your smile, your eyes, your naked body..
Sweet memories of the heart..
How you light up my soul..

I stare into the passing by landmarks..
I forget I pass them by..
Yet again I see it all..
Us walking in the sun, us holding hands in the park, us laying together in the day gone by..

I stare into the stars above..
Just for a moment, just for you..
I see it all..
You leaving me, without sadness, without remorse, without you missing me..

How you drown my soul my sweet..

Another warm campfire..
I lay again on my back and watch the smoke mix in with the fog..
Under dead trees I think of this endless journey I have been on..
The smoke and fog have a beautiful mixture to it..
Like a ghost that does not know he is a ghost..
I sometimes wonder if I am just that..
Maybe I died long ago and just wander this hell..
Not to far off I notice an owl in the dead tree alone..
He or she flies off into the fog..
To them the world is the same..
Nothing has really changed..
I dream that night under the smoke and fog..
I dream that this dead forest is alive again..
The trees are filled with white owls..
They all look to me and fly off..
As they take flight they turn into the fog..
I also see smoke..
Its coming from the piles of people that are dead..
I see myself in the pile on top..

Campfire under the storm clouds..
I lay on my back and see the smoke and lightning..
Sun dried creek welcomes the storm..
But its all flash and no rainfall..
Blue blazing sky..
I walk alongside this thirsty creek..
This world gone mad..
I walk aimlessly alone..
I awoke this morning to an old song playing in my dream..
The lighting above was the electric strings..
With every arc there was a musical note..
And the thunder sang the lyrics to me through the smoke..
I hear voices not to far away..
They turn into screams..
And then into begging..
Someone has died..
For someone to live..
Which is why I travel alone..
Always leaving..
Never arriving..

Every now and again there is a street light. Most my walk is done in the dark. I feel wicked things watching me from the trees. But that's all they can do is watch. 

My dog angel walks beside me fearless. She will follow me into hell if need be. She barks and growls at the wicked eyes that watch us. She chases the ghost away. 

Another street light shines over the star filled sky. As I walk on by not afraid of the dark.

this never ceases to amaze me..
although i have seen countless souls do such a thing it still dazzles me to no end..

the part of the soul you see light up and glow is because this person was just missed by someone..
our technology has not come close to such sense and aknowledgement.. i dare call it magic! but don't quote me on that..

and now here is the someone that misses the other.. notice the soul glowing in the same region as the other.. same color, same radiance, these 2 people are truly soul mates.. fascinating!!!

how i have always yearned to have a soul.. it is all that is left for us to study in this universe.. we have been doing it for a thousand years and have not discovered a way to make a soul.. all we can simply do as of now is observe in awe... this will conclude todays class..

Hello John..
Mr Phantom its been awhile.."
Do you remember what I am here for?
Of course!"

Lets see Phantom, Phantom oh here it is!"
Three bottles of Jack Daniels, And two Crown royles..."
And peppercorn spice, ground pepper, salt, course salt, cinnamon, and garlic spice."

Cash or credit Mr Phantom?"
Cash."
Thank you sir always good to see you.!"
Until next time soon my friend.

Sozen, Log 1212< Earth : On my trip back I am delighted to have Earth on my path home.. I always stop by to get the best drinks in the quadtrant alongside the best food flavoring one could find.. I have not yet found any place that can make such delights!! I will arrive planetside in 12 days...

Careful.. This is a perfect size.. The rosebush is at a perfect size. Well done..

Bring it into the Sub-med ..

There there now child.. This a rose, A rose of the Planet Earth.. Take a sweet breath and inhale its scent.. This crimson rose heals the blood.

i FEEL BETTER! tHANK YOU DOCTOR!
your very welcomed.. but please thank the star-drifter for getting your rosebush...
tHANK YOU STAR-DRIFTER!

I was able to obtain white, red, orange, and yellow..

The yellow bush is the smallest.. It has bloomed one very small rose.

Good take the white bush to the sub-med in the east leg.. There we will use it to heal the blind and deaf..

The yellow will go to the south leg, there it can be used to cure nerological problems..

And the orange to the north leg.. We should be able to grow those who have lost limps and muscle strength with the orange roses..

Did u come happen to see the Blue rose..
No, I searched and searched.. I could not find them..

What does the blue rose do doctor..
It is said that the blue rose can bring back the dead..

I will stardrift again next month.. I will do my best to find it..

BASED ON TRUE EVENTS:


One evening in the fall my mom took my brother and I to get some food..
We wanted fried chicken so she took us to churches chicken..

We went through the drive through and noticed right away that a brown chevy nova was in front of us while a white ford pick-up was behind us..

I was in the passanger seat, my mom was driving, and my bro was in the back seat..

My brother had a drink with him and he moved up in the middle of the seat to tell me and my mom something..
He spilled the drink onto the front seat and my mom and i tried to avoid getting wet..

In that 3 seconds we all noticed it at once what had truly happened..
The chevy nova in front of us was now behind us while the white ford pick-up was now in front of us..

3 seconds they switched spots.. all 3 of us noticed it.. this is not impossible if the time suited it correctly..

this means the white truck would have to reverse all the way around the restraunt while the brown chevy nova would have to drive all the way around.. i still can not explain it till this day..

Behind her all the stars fell..
the sky was full of wishes..
but all i wanted was her..
everyone one else can have the wishes..

What I can give u is simple love. I won't let go. This sun will then only burn for u and I. I can wonder about your face. I can smile at the thought of ur smile. Even if I am blazing through the cosmos I still cannot find any form of beauty that comes even close to your naked body.. oh that view makes my heart skip beats and makes me forget to breathe for a moment in your absolute beauty. I thank you always and my soul wispers to yours that I am in love with all of you......... and forever will be..

i had seen this old indian outside alot..
he was moving rocks and digging holes here and there..
i asked him if he needed help..
he spoke in indian to me but i more less knew he said "yes please help me"...

i did alot of the work for him..
his old body could no longer really move or lift some of the rocks he wanted to move..
we followed this strange old writing in some old piece of cloth which he seem to understand..
the old writing was like a diagram or map on where to put these white stones we were moving..

i wanted to ask him why we were doing this..
i try to use sign language the best i could..
his answer was a pointed finger to the sky..
as i was done putting the stones in place the old indian dug up one last hole..

he then grabbed my shoulder and pointed to the top of a mountain about a mile away..
then he pointed at the hole..
i more less understood that the final stone had to be on top of that mountain..
so i made my way up..

much of the rock on the mountain was more of a red color..
let alone the mountain was not to hard to scale..
there was only a few places where i really had to climb..
finally when i made it to the top there i saw it sitting there..

the white rock seem out of place up here..
i gathered it and put it in my pack..
i look down toward the indian in hopes he was looking up at me..
then i saw what we had been doing..

the white rocks we were placing in the ground created a symbol that was on that piece of old cloth..
this final rock would make that symbol complete..
as i headed back down the mountain the wind begin to pick up..

the wind carried a smell of atmoshere (rain) it was quite nice..
my little adventure back down seem to stir up a storm on the horizon..
as i finally made it back to the grounds i noticed the storm almost above us..
there i saw the old indian fully dressed in a beautiful head-dress..
his face painted with black and red..
although old he still looked like a warrior!
he then held out his hands and i gave him the final white stone rock..
It begin to rain as he placed it on the final spot he had dug up..

The symbol was complete..
He then signaled to me to come to him..
I went to him as we stood at the center of the rebulit symbol.
He then pointed to the sky.
I looked up and saw the sky light up..
Lightning then danced all around us!
I was scared at first but saw that the stones were absorbing all of the lightning..
Then a sound alot like thunder came from the clouds..

The clouds seem to open up as i saw these strange lights emerge from inside the storm..
A vessel of some sort hovered above us..
I was in absolute awe!
I could not speck and was suprised that i remembered to breathe..

A person or something waring a head-dress made of light came from the vessel..
It took the old indian inside the vessel and then away back into the storm clouds..
There was then a surge of lighting once again and all the white stones flew into the air and seem to wisp away in all directions..
I know I saw what I saw! But till this day no one believes me..
I am now in search of all the white stones and have been for the last 50 years..

tHERE once was this little flower..
sHE was just as beautiful as all the others..
bUT the only difference was that she was very short..
aS people would pass on by the taller flowers would spread their pedals and catch the people's eyes with their beautiful colors..
tHE little flower would also spread her pedals and show her colors but no one could ever see her because she was under all the others..
sHE became sad and started to look down toward the ground..
oNE night there was a glow under all the flowers..
tHE glow shined up from the ground and onto the little flower..
tHERE was then a gasp of air that came from this small little race of people as they laid their eyes on the flower that looked down..
tHE little flower was then happy as she showed her beauty to the little people below..
tHE tall flowers tried but were to tall for the little people to see..
tHAT little flower was the most colorful flower of them all..
aND its all because she was shorter than all of the others..
nOW all tiny people far and wide come to see the tiny flower that looked down at them..

The lines go to the same place..
They are drawn out by belief..
But some lines do not travel straight..
Some bend and turn..
Some even break..
This is the sadness of your God..
At times I could always see my line..
It was not to straight..
But i could still see where it was going..
Where it was drawn out to go..
So why am I mourning..
This is the sadness of your God..
My line one day was fading..
Yours seem to shine so very bright..
As if it was destined to shine over all the others..
A sort of outline to follow..
The perimeter of your belief..
Where your line was solid mine was hollow..
This is the sadness of your God..
The mistake we made was our love we made..
This painted your line in absolute..
With the color of regret..
To your God, The sad one who cries on me..
Because I belive in him now..
I have the sorrow to prove it..
My line will never shine or be lit..
This is the sadness of your God..

i was finished.. i had done what needed to be done..
revenge is mine..
redemtion is defined..

my journey has been long..
everything lost..
i have no one..

i was weak..
all i had was love..
but it was no where near enough..

hate with no pity..
weakness its food..
and that night weakness filled their hungry stomachs..

i gave my soul to my shadow..
i let it take over..
it all started when my shadow said hello...

Those deep brown eyes.. Put my soul into a coma.. A coma that let's me visit heaven.. I'm yours..

I welcome the needed candles during the storm. Where the true light shines upon thy face.. we make these shadows run in all directions with our eternal flame..

From the letters of my family.  Ancestors stay:  Toward the mid summer of 1986 I am the family member chosen for the stay.  There is yet to be a letter that documents a normal stay of night at the house Sirs..  But I find myself very ready for such an event.  As to why my family never breaks such tradition is beyond me.  I do not understand such trials.  I suppose it makes us feel we are important to a world that seeks out the normal viewing of life.  I welcome the stay..  I begin my first hour in reading all of the family letters written about this place.  I read under candlelight.  

The first took place in July 5th 1886:
Ben S Olvanas:

Strange..  The way the light shines here..  Its not like back at home..  Where all at once light takes over a room in an instant.. Here light moves at a much slower rate..  Amazing how light pushes darkness away..  It seems to do so but in a very gentle manner.  It protects the darkness. It does not want to vanquish it.. The darkness also does the same to the light.  They truly make love to eachother..

Somewhere else..
This makes me cry..
This is where cruel souls control the living..
Its the place you see..
It turned them into such hate..
It crafted out of their pure shadow,  a darkness that will never run away from light..
This is where it begins..
And it scares me to no end on how random the choices are to them..
On the random souls they pluck from the light..

I send to you random messages..  Some of you will get them..  Some of you will ignore them.. They are my thoughts and dreams.. Ill show you what I see..  And they are all real to me.  A sort of memory from the otherside I suppose.  This is just the beginning.. And I smile at the thought of it all!

Yesterday light strings..
I strum them with memory glow..
Rememberence of her smile..
To yesterday I go..

Grasses so green..
So cool to my bare feet..
I race my little brother..
Around my grandmothers house in the late spring..

Under bridges, Along the creek bed..
Countless ghost hear voices..
Boys fishing and swiming..
Riding bikes down the hill screaming..

Beautiful fun spirit..
Alive and strong..
Memories of color..
Memories of voices and song..

when I run or walk..
in the day or night.
I smile toward the sky..
I sometimes wave..
one day I will get to watch my life.. to see me acknowledge myself from this life before the other..
I smile at the thought of it..
when I become that star I gaze at..

The shadow Elves lowered their weapons.. I could not read their minds.. They moved through the wind and forest like shadows.. Without sound, voice, or soul.. They all approached at once toward Ri and I.. I then lowered Ri to the ground and told him to stand at my side..

" My name is Solen, These are my brothers, Rias, and Breen.. We hail from the city forest of Scrioux.. Our Tri was sent out to hunt down a wyvern and bring back its scales.. There are great healing properties within the scales that we extract from the them.. We had been following the wyvern for 3 weeks.. They roost atop Mount Razis.. But for some strange reason this one never returned and we tracked it back to this dark forest.. We then saw the encounter you had with the wyvern and also saw you eliminate the wyvern all together.. You then proceeded to consume the entire wyvern which in turn failed our mission.."

" I do not have no ill will toward the failing of our misson.."

I then saw the helmets of the Shadow Elves light up in patterns.. I felt as though they were studying me some how.. The strange spears they were holding before had a strange way of retracting into a small cross like object.. It was very amusing to watch.. The shadow Elf places his hand at the center of the spear all while sliding his thumb up making the spear into the small cross.. They then hung them on a ring that seem to be part of their strange armor.. The light patterns in their helmets finally faded.. One Elf turned to the other with a look of confusion.. Solen then spoke once again all while doing the same trick with his grand bow and retracting it into a small silver and golden circle..

" Where did you come from? And why are you watching over these humanas?

I suppose the humanas were the villagers.. These Shadow elves have been watching me for a long time.. I really had no way to speak to him.. My dragon voice would sound like a roar to him.. I then spoke to Solen with the voice of Ri..

" The dragon belongs to me. I have raised it since it was a baby.. I found him by the river.. He is friendly and protects our village.."

A lie of course.. I do not trust these Shadow Elves.. Solen then offered Ri a sort of bright fruit.. " Come now humana child, do you really expect me to believe that".. Ri took the fruit and held it close to his chest.. Solen then looked to me one last time.. " Farewell blue dragon and young humana child.. We have to hunt us another Wyvern.. "

Together they walked off and all at once they touched the crystals at their hip and faded into the air becoming shadows of the forest and river.. Ri then told me that the fruit he was holding was called Lifelo.. A thought to be mystic fruit that can heal all at once..

The village men made their way back home with their new weapons that I had gathered for them. The young boy stayed with me.. He ran up in front of me and looked into my eyes. We were once again connected..

The young boy then started to talk with me. " My father told me to thank you for saving my life. My name is Ri. Thank you you for saving my life.. What is your name?"

I knew that a dragon with a human name would not sound so dragonlike.. I remember my brother and I playing with our toys.. We named one of the warriors Secalos.. During our play sessions Secalos would always save the day.. I think the name sounds fitting for a dragon! " My name is Secalos young Ri. The young boy smiled and told me that he like my name.. I told him that I liked his! I then took Ri for another dragon ride alongside the river..

Both of us were having so much fun. Again I could feel Ri's excitement course through his soul.. We came up to a fork in the river and my dragon sense kicked in.. This was a very very faint warning that I was feeling.. I felt the same warning during the fight with the Wyvern.. Only this sense was coming from somthing else during that fight.. I stopped and told Ri to be silent.. I used every dragon sense I had to its fullest.. I peered into the dark forest, I listened to the wispers of the winds, I took in all forms of smells around me.. My eyes were very very bright now, so much so they shined away the darkness between trees and under bushes..

There were three spots that I had my focus on the most.. My SENSES WERE TELLING ME THAT EYES WATCHED ME FROM THOSE SPOTS.. Spot one was at the fork of the river below, Spot two was in the forest by a large dark tree, and spot three was in front of a bushy plant with gray leaves..

Ri was a little scared but wanted to find a way to help me.. He said that he saw something by the bush move. And he was right.. At this moment three men appeared from thin air.. They wore strange armor.. All of them wore on their hip a sort of crystal that layed inside a metal circle. There were also lights on the shoulders of their armor.. The man at the center wore different colors.. They had a strange helmet made of clear metal that also glowed with strange lights.. This helmet also was blocking my dragon sight into their minds.. The 2 in the forest pointed strange spears at me which also shine with strange lights.. The center man had a grand bow with a metal arrow and a glowing arrowhead.. I then heard Ri's voice say that these are not men.. They are Elves of the shadow..

I roared to the skies above sending a sonic wave that open a hole in the clouds letting in the forgotten sun into this land. I defeated the wyvern and then consumed the twitching wyvern body..

Seems though I had a small audience watching as I killed the terror from the sky.. The boys memory told me that this creature was also named the terror from the sky.. Some of the village men watched me tear the wyvern head off its body and fling it into the dark river.. They also watched me eat the body of the wyvern..

The village men walked slowly toward me, wide eyed and breathing hard.. I suppose they were testing me to see if I am indeed on their side.. I however could not stop eating the wyvern body and must have seem rude to them.. I finished the wyvern and could feel it coursing through my body.. I was very curious to see what kind of power i will gain from consuming the wyvern.. I stood upright and streached my dragon body.. I then took a deep yawn showing all my teeth and my dragon serpent tounge.. I then felt the young boys familuar resonance as he came out of the dark forest and joined the village men..

The young boy then walked up to me and ran his hand against my ocean blue dragon scales.. I then took all the men back to the river where I had been residing.. All of the ogres I had been killing had gear that I also took from them.. I had a strange sense of wanting to keep things.. I suppose it is true from what I hear from the old tales and stories about dragons having their treasures.. I had a pile of ogre weapons and what also seem to be ogre jewelry..

The village men looked at the pile and then looked at me.. I then nudged the pile with my head toward them.. They took the weapons and left the jewelry.. It was then when the village men held their new swords that I saw a shine and a glow in the blades.. The glow was a reflection coming from my dragon eyes.. The glow was a deep blue shine that was very beautiful. the village men stared and stared.. I then went to take a look in the dark river at myself and saw my glowing eyes.. A new power is awakening from my dragon victory..

I awoke from my dragon dreams to a scent of some creature coming from above. Whatever it was it was hunting me. The ogres finally got smart and I suppose sent something worse to find out what happen to their ogre companions.. I was hidden well within the deep river bank and also noticed that when I looked at my reflection in the water I was now a deep ocean blue color. It would make sense after the huge feast I had the night before. I must have other powers now but could not experiment becuase I had fallen into a deep slumber.

My dragon ears picked up the sound of thunderous wings cutting and using the air for flight. The huge creature landed right above the river bank where I hid below.. If it were to look directly down it would see me.. I then looked to the water and saw its reflection.. It was a creature known as a Wyvern. This I know from being connected with the young boy I saved.. This was one of his fears and memories. As I looked at its reflection it also saw me..

The wyvern roared and hissed at me.. Its eyes and mouth begin to glow green as it vaccumed up air.. It let forth a green ball of energy directed at me.. I quickly leaped from the river and begin to sprint as fast as I could along the river.. I then heard it take flight and give chase to me. I knew I would have to make a stand!

I then stopped and turned around suddenly into my battle stance.. The wyvern landed right in front of me and took the same stance.. It roared once again louder then before striking for but a moment fear in my dragon heart.. I then returned a roar so loud it seem to phase the wyvern! ( Dragon voice: Sonic serpent roar, Acoustic and sonic emitting waves that can confuse an enemy..) Of course! All the ogres I had consumed must have had some kind of effect on my growing powers.. I then let out a second louder roar!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!! The wyvern begin going crazy and blasting energy orbs at random targets.. I took my chance and sprinted toward the wyven avoding the wild blast as I bit down into the wyvern's neck tearing it off completly!!!! I threw the wyvern head into the river and roared to the skies above!

After killing all the ogres and saving the village I took all the ogre bodies back to the river where I consumed all of them.. After this I felt amazing! But there was of course one drawback. Eating such a big feast made my dragon body very sleepy..

I then found a cool spot by the river bank that was pretty well out of sight.. This was in case more ogres came looking for their other ogre companions.. I feel into a deep deep sleep and begin to dream...

The dream took place in this parallel land I am on currently. But the land look alot like back home.. The water in the dark river was a pure blue as well as the beautiful green trees that took the place of the dark black trees that reside here..

I found myself in human form walking right next to my dragon form.. The both of us walked by the river talking to eachother. There were 2 moons above us.. One was white and pure, the other was a deep ocean blue with a dreamlike sparkle that only a dragon dream could luster up..

I then looked into my human eyes with my dragon eyes.. I felt every thought and became connected to myself like never before.. In a short moment I felt someone else.. This was not me.. I then broke the connection and saw a different person standing there.. A young girl with long brown hair smiled at me and faded into the green forest turning everything back the way it was..

My dragon scent awoke me! Something was coming.. I took a deep breath in and felt it coming from the sky.. It was coming in fast..

My roar seem to echo the entire land.. The ogres dropped there weapons and covered their ears as I screamed forth my dragon voice to a battle to the death.. I then stared down the lead ogre with my fierce dragon eyes..

I slashed my tail on the ogre to the right and then spun my body in full cirlce hitting the 2nd ogre with a overhead tail slash killing both of them! It all happen in one second.. After I killed the 2 ogres I continued to stare down the lead ogre in the same stance I had landed before.. He stood there frozen in fear.. 4 remained. The 2 ogres behind picked their spears up. The ogre to the left of me was also frozen like his leader..

My dragon sense alerted me to the stabbing spears coming for me. With my front legs I pushed ******* the ground slinging me back behind the ogres.. I moved so fast that the ogres stabbed a dragon made of air.. I then charged one of the ogres and bit down on him with my powerful jaws killing him instantly.. With my powerful neck I slung the ogre from my mouth and threw him into the dark forest..

3 now remained as I took back my stance and gave back my dragon stare to the lead ogre.. I could hear their hearts beat in fear.. I could smell their souls (which would soon be mine ) trying to leave their bodies.. All three ogres stood together shaking not knowing what to do.. I continued to stare down the lead ogre.. At long last I roared once again all while charging the ogres at full speed.. Again they covered their ears as I leapt into the sky landing on all three of them killing the left and right ogre with my dragon feet and killing the lead ogre with my jaws..

As the young boy called to his father I slipped away back into the shadows of the dark forest. As I was walking away I noticed my connection with the boy was fading. Seems distance has an effect on my mind share that I had performed by accident with my dragon eyes. I heard the boys father scream the boys name in joy and cry as he ran back to his son. I begin to think of my father now as he taught me the chant and let me go across the parallel bridge.. I will get back to him one day.. But I must do my duty to this land first..

I made my way back to the dark river and looked at my reflection in the dark waters.. I was no longer a gray color.. My scales reflected more of a deep sea blue color. I suppose this is another gift I am gaining from eating the ogre and consuming his evil soul.. I felt fantastic as the ogre meal seem to enhance all of my abilities. I suppose that is why I was able to leap almost the entire way back to the river after the battle with the ogre..

I walked there by the river bank looking at myself in the dark waters.. My dragon nose then caught the scent of the ogre again! Only this time there was many different scents with it.. The different scents where that of 6 more ogres.. All of them were at the site where I killed the ogre! I Then took a deep deep breath with my dragon nose.. I could see them planning a raid on the village.. They seem to be blaming the people of the village for the absence of their ogre companion..

Before I could take another breath I was already in route to them!
As the Ogres were already in route to the village!
They will get there first I must hurry!!
I feel I am the one to blame! I must make things right!
I then think to myself WHY AM I RUNNING? I then take a huge leap back toward the village!
As I am in the air I could see the 6 ogres at the center of the village!
I land in the center of all of them an roar the dragons roar!!
The ogres draw their weapons!!!!!!

The young boy climbed onto my back.. I was still connected to his mind and told him with my voice to his mind to HOLD ON! But as I thought it through I new I would be moving to fast for the boy to hold on and not fall. So I looked toward the ogres leftover equipment and found a long rope. The boy wrapped the rope around my neck and then around his hands. HERE WE GO!

I could feel the boys excitement and also his deep breathing. It was as if I was the boy! Amazing the longer I stayed connected to the boy the more I felt and saw what he was feeling and seeing. I slowly built up my speed instead of sprinting like before. The boy felt the wind at his face as I begin to go faster and faster!

I then told him again HOLD ON!! I then leaped out from the trees high above the dark forest! The boy gasp for air in awe and let out a scream of joy!! I did not realise my excitment and discovered that I had jumped a great deal higher than last time. But this jump was more of a super leap. So super I clearly jumped over the boys village and landed back at the river..

Both of us were breathing hard with excitement! I then walked the boy back home to his village.. The boy got off my back and called to his father..

I know to the young boy I must look even more fearsome than the ogre I made my meal. The boy stood there in awe and in fear. I myself simply could not stop eating. I consumed the entire ogre leaving not even a drop of blood behind.. The ogre had a very nice taste to it.. It also seem like this meal was not only filling my stomach but also having other effects as well. My dragon tounge seem to be absorbing energy from the meal. I also noticed that my scales were changing color a bit.

(Dragon taste) Serpent tounge of the shadow absorbing soul:
I have realized that the meal I have comsumed is changing me. Seems that when I eat anything alive I gain its strengths as well as more enhanced senses.. I have yet to discover what other changes will take place. I seem to be drawn in killing all that is evil. Im sure this wicked ogre has made the meals of many children in his past. No longer will he put fear in any child again.

I look now to the young boy with my dragon eyes. His eyes meet mine and quickly I can see his memories and feel his thoughts. (Yet another ability of my Dragon sight.) I tell him that everything is fine, do not fear me, I am the dragon guardian. In awe once again the young boy stood but this time without fear. He reached his hand to touch my scales. I layed flat on my stomach to let the boy climb on my back. Come young lad, I will take you home.. The boy in no time climbed on my back.. Are you ready lad!?

My dragon nose has caught the scent of the creature that awaited me at the end of the bridge.. I could see him running as I closed my eyes and captured its scent. The creature is a type of ogre that feeds on humans. My dragon ears could now hear the screams of a village not to far from here. The creature has gone through the village and taken a young boy.

I sprint through the dark forest ever so quietly.. This will be my first hunt as a dragon.. I will not let this ogre harm that young boy. I pass the village where the boy was taken.. I heard screams yet again as I passed on through. I could only imagine what I look like running by..

My Dragon nose picked up a fire being built by the ogre.. I could smell the fear in the young boy building up.. With great stealth I came upon the ogre's camp.. He had already built the fire high using some sort of oil.. The child was very scared and did not look like a human from back home. He had a dark shiny color to his skin.. I suppose the humans left here on this world have also changed with it to better survive its harsh conditions.

The ogre then picked up an axe type weapon and walked toward the child.. His tounge licked all around his gray face.. With no sound at all I swayed my dragon body behind the ogre and stood tall.. The young boys eyes opened in awe and fear.. The ogre slowly turned around and saw what the kidnapped boy had saw.. The ogre dropped his axe and tried to run.. I struck him down and bit into his body.. My dragon teeth had no problem pierceing the tough skin of the ogre. His blood ran down both sides of my mouth! I for some reason loved the taste!

Now its time to run.. Seems that most of my balance does not come from my open feet but rather more from my tail.. In fact my tail is what slings me from left to right.. Walking is very natural to me.. Almost like a song you have to just keep up with the beat..

I did not forget that my dragon legs are very very strong.. I can only imagine how fast I can run.. Ok here goes! I pull myself forward with my front legs first! Boom! Im in the air already but I quickly open my feet and land back on them.. My tail becomes a straight line as it points back as I blur through the air. Like the song of walk there is also a song of run.. A different kind of fast paced beat is what I need to run too.. I am reminded of a lizard back at home as I am now running much like it.. It amazing! The speed! I run by this black water river and decide to jump to the otherside.. BOOM! I MADE IT!

I continue to run alongside this river and try something new.. I swing my tail over and jump and quickly change direction! The agility this dragon body has is astounding! I do it again and then again and leap back over the river! I then zig zag jump aross this river and take off at a speed I have never felt.. I see myself in the water again.. My scales are a dark gray color..

And now for my first step. This dragon body is huge! I mean I can stand upright and see over this dark forest.. My first step is a bit wonky and I fall over to my side creating thunder on the ground. I get back up and notice my legs are to strong as they spring me up high into the sky where I begin to fall back down.. As anyone falling from some form of height I begin to scream which in turn from my dragon vocals is a rather load roar! I land on some trees breaking them alongside a second thunderous fall..

As I get back up I notice I do not really feel the impact of the fall.. My scales seem to have absorbed most of the fall.. I then realise the sound of thunder is not my large body hitting the ground, but the effect my scales have on impact.. They seem to absorb the energy from the impact and then release it in the form of thunder. I will have to experement a bit with these awesome scales!

Ok here we go.. slowly! Ok.. IM UP! I take a step again but very slowly.. I then follow again with my other legs.. Step by step I move forward.. My feet feel very tight as I walk and I am also very loud.. I try and open my feet like a human would open their hand. And boom! All my feet open up as I am able to step better with almost no sound at all.. This is yet another effect of my scales as they absorb the sound I make with my feet..

Well I am now walking so I guess running is next!

(DRAGON SIGHT) EYES OF THE LIGHT SERPENT
During the Dragon state I see that my senses have changed. This world parallel has gone through an evil destruction that only my dragon eyes can see. The plants and life that exist here are fed through a sort of wicked evil flow that is in the air and in the waters.. My dragon eyes see this to be a sort of purple and shadow black flow that reaches and touches everything.. My dragon eyes also see that this dark air and water are coming from a source far away..

(DRAGON HEARING) EARS OF THE SILENT SERPENT
My dragon hearing has also kicked in.. I hear wispers of help from all over the land.. Almost as if the very ghost that may have died in this destruction are calling out to me. I noticed that when I turn my head I hear this strange chime and hum coming from where my eyes see this horrible evil gas and water emit from..

(DRAGON TOUCH) SCALES OF TOMORROW
I am having a very hard time adjusting to my dragon touch.. This sense seems to be the most sensetive of them all. . Its strange.. I can feel things before they happen.. I can feel and sense the land itself.. The dirt I step on seems to be filled with a type of blood ******* beetle that would eat through human skin.. However they cannot bite or pierce my scales.. My scales are also absorbing sunlight and air.. My dragon touch is sending me signals of warning for the smallest of things. I will have to learn to decipher what is a threat and what is not a threat..

( DRAGON SCENT ) SEPENTS VISION OF SCENT
This world is filled with vile smells. No human could even bare such smells.. But to my dragon nose these smells are more like information of everything that comes through my nose. I can see what I smell even if it is not there.. amazing! The smell of the dark gas and waters are coming from a large black pillar that reaches the sky. For now thats all i can see and smell from here..

( DRAGON TASTE ) I have yet to eat anything in this world. I am not hungry yet. Im sure there is something to my taste.. I will soon find out.. I must explore this land a bit. But I need to learn to walk right first..

This is it.. On the otherside there will be a bridge.. Run across it and do not look back.. Run as fast as you can no matter what!

Once you reach the end of the bridge scream the chant! From there on I do not know what to tell you.. They are coming go!

As i cross over i see the bridge dad was talking about.. i run as fast as i can go.. a heavy fog begins to built with each running step.. there it is the end of the bridge! A huge beast is beyond the bridge and is waiting for me! It then takes a battle stance and waits for me.. at last the end of the bridge! the beast screams and leaps at me! I scream the chant reguardless! !!!! naidraug nogard esir!!!!

I FEEL STRANGE.. I SEE THINGS DIFFERENT.. I HEAR SOUNDS I HAVE NEVER HEARD.. THE BEAST IS BELOW ME NOW.. THE BEAST IS RUNNING AWAY FROM ME.. I SEE MY REFLECTION IN THE DARK WATERS BELOW THE BRIDGE.. I HAVE BECOME A DRAGON!

Black dress,  white dress
Twin souls, twin sisters,
hold hands in the october sun..

both different, both the same..
on this day, a frog is caught..
they take it home..

they feed it, they take care of it
butterflies white, butterflies black..
sisters smile to eachother..

brown eyes, blues eyes,
sisters, twins
souls trapped under the october sun..

holding hands
blue and brown eyed twins..
are followed that day under the october sun..

One of them could have run..
but blue could not leave brown..
and thus they are together forever..

I have met many different souls..
Through this strange new journey..
Some are alot alike..
But in the end they always show me something different and wonderful..
They bring me comfort.
A type of comfort in knowing this is truly forever..
Forever among this expanse of dreams..
Where I will get to to see the first star being born in the infinite darkness..
See the first light shine..
Because I have already seen it..
It truly was wonderful!
Someone knows what I am feeling.
Because they have seen it also..

I ride around my small little town..
I see myself riding my bike down those streets and sidewalks..
Memories run back to me on this little drive of mine..
Seems so very long ago..
Playing football at the park..
Racing down those hills..

I drive around my small little town..
Things have changed..
Even the days themselves..
Sometimes the nights look like they did when I was young..
I get a glimspe of magic from a star..
Summer loves fade..

I ride around my small little town..
My memories sing to me ..
To remember is a gift..
A gift you can always give yourself..
And you will never be disappointed..
So go take a ride..

That alone feeling..
Comes and goes..
You feel it in the depths of your beating heart..
Everyone is here and your alone.
It does not last long..
But it truly is there..
Its as if emotions felt throughout life resurface from time to time when not used..
I suppose my happiness is the reason for such a forgotten feeling..
The loneliness just misses being felt..
And so it comes and goes with me..
I feel alone among everyone around me..
Sad gray man in a gray painting..
But then the colors return..
And I bid loneliness farewell..
The gift of loneliness today was this poem you read..
I am fine again..
(Time felt alone today.. 5:51 seconds.. )

I can be having a bad day.. Where nothing seems right at all.. Where Bad luck puts all its weight on my chest.. Sometimes it seems like I can't get up at all.. But what I find amazing is how all of it fades away in an instant..

It happened when I was walking down the hall and she smiled at me.. Just a smile.. LOL, wow just a smile.. Your smile melted all of that away.. That smile lit up every star in my galaxy.. Although for a moment, your smile seem to light my hope..

And so the day became better. Stuff broke down, got a flat tire, but the thought of your smile makes all that seem like hurdles for me to jump over.. And nothing more. No more naming things like that bad luck..

sunrise.. old sun.. new day.. there are new days everywhere. . if you do wish to return I promise you this.. I will make one day our day.. I will name the day after you. just to have it once.. spend it with you.. because having it once will be forever to me.. and I choose forever to be named after you..

we have these talks.. although you do not speak I still feel your words.
we need to get you out of this light. I know you miss it..

I saw her today. she walked alone down toward the market. eyes empty, soul filled with the remembrance of you.

one day my friend. I will be able to sing her your song. its going to be a bright night. I'll see you tomorrow evening.

brother night, what brings you to this part of the day? can I not see my sister day from time to time.


I would like to walk with you on this evening sister. would you not want to view the first star with me in our purple sky.


ok brother. just this one time.. let's view our cousins above..

Grassy field..

Ocean shore..

Moonlit night..

Morning star rise..

All the places where I have awaited the end.. In these dreams silence takes over all sound.. Here in these places the purples in the sky are coming slowly..

The morning star rises face to face with our old sun..
Its as if 2 suns shine the neverending day.. The old phoneix spreads its all colored wings.. The Morning star was the light egg the Phoneix came from...

The beast of fire, the firebird, Feathered dragon of the sun returns.. Its song takes over the silence.. A song of firey happiness.. The morning star rise.. This moment is mine to keep.. And I share this dream with you.. A dream of what I thought was the end.. A dream where I finally begin...

Standing on top of this wooden old bridge..
I spit my gum down below to the clear slow moving water..
It was about 4 feet deep..
My gum hit and created a ripple..
As the gum sank a gigantic catfish moved from the shadows and swallowed it!!!
He swam back under the bridge and I never saw him again that day..
The following week I arrive at the bridge again and threw some bread into the slow moving stream..
Again the huge jumbo catfish ate and swam back under the bridge..
For months I fed this big catfish..
I return one day and find a note on the bridge..
It said (THANK YOU signed ThE cAtFiSh WOODBRIDGE..)
I threw down some food but no catfish..

The three of us spun in the lights..
On the black clear floor..
The lights would move with us..
Even with no music or sound..

It was a dance circle..
Out here at our secret play spot..
So nice of them to leave it here for us..
My sisters did not want to leave..

I was the oldest..
So I had to tell them its time to leave..
Supper is ready..
We need to go..

We all did one last spin around the dance floor..
The lights moved with us..
We went on outside of the circle building..
And said goodbye..

The next day it was gone..
And people in yellow suits were there..
They told us we could not go there..
Its not safe.. please go home..