Mariah

Mariah Jul 12

all of us

Still, if I was worse
wouldn't change what I deserve.
Lessons need not hurt.

I've been thinking about the worst case scenario

#haiku #human #rights #worse #regardless #unconditional

Mariah Jul 9

Adaptable

How easy it was,
anywhere was home to me.

But, it had to be.

I've been thinking about what makes a home lately.

#home #haiku #safe #necessity #survival #bpd #survivor #guilt #growth

Mariah Jul 7

Bruises

Risk flirts with defeat
Beaten doesn't mean you're beat
Some plans trust retreat

My hope includes the worst case scenario.

#hope #chance #risk #haiku #retreat #plan #intuition #adapting #evolving

Mariah Jul 7

Try again.

Wishing I was dead
never worked out - in the end
Death and Life were friends

Even when it's bad.

#life #death #balance #haiku #duality #trying #curious #natural

Mariah Jul 7

Answers.

Pretend I'm taller
Grabbing god by the collar
Odds never matter

I'll find a way.

#god #answers #trickery #haiku #sneaky #cautious #determination #life #fighting

Mariah Jul 7

The cruelest of all
To suffer despite resolve
Fighting while you fall

I refuse to die before it gets better and that's a threat.

#resolve #suffering #cruelty #life #relentless #fighting #tough #haiku #persistence

Mariah Jul 5

If you come back to
find me dead, it's just because
I see what you meant

I won't
but I wish I would.

#ocd #death #verbal #abuse #neglect #haiku #trauma #bpd #hatred #cptsd