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1.3k · Aug 2016
I Hate that Part
Kashif Riaz Aug 2016
I know I strike in trouble
When one half of mine
Wanna stick with you
and one just ran away
I know I hate that part of mine
Which **** my supremacy
But still I did it again
And this time it's more humiliating
I know I love that ego type thing inside
Which keeps me up
But this time I wanna go low
And I hate the time now
I know I need an escape
Which makes me calm
But this time it seems self deception
And I hate this seemer sense
1.0k · Sep 2016
Dilemma
Kashif Riaz Sep 2016
I'm scuffle with myself
coz
I'm in love with an enemy
513 · Apr 2017
Bloodying Assets
Kashif Riaz Apr 2017
Who's in senses
and who's not
Who's more egoist
and who's bigger insane
Both are hateable
but I can't say that
The home is toxic
but I have to breathe
Environment is killing
but I have to live
Live in silence
ready for more punches
No other way
just be patient
Can't take stand
against my own assets
500 · Feb 2017
Shortness of breath
Kashif Riaz Feb 2017
Although I know love is a terrible thing to run from
I'm running...
468 · Oct 2016
Wrong Place Wrong Person
Kashif Riaz Oct 2016
Here I am , a wrong place
Sulking me
Changing me
Destroying me
Here you are, a wrong person
Typical
Hypocrite
Parasite
466 · May 2017
Let me go into the Light
Kashif Riaz May 2017
A place like this
Difficult place
Darkling the days and dulling nights
I don't wanna stay here
anymore
A person like you
Complicate to deal
Darkling the heart and dulling mind
I don't wanna stay here
anymore
A conversation like this
Boring routine
Darkling the time and dulling words
I don't wanna stay here
anymore
Let me go...
Let me go to the place
where days are shiner and nights shimmer
Let me go to the person
whose heart is lighten and mind brighter
Let me go to the conversation
where time is rayon and words sheen
I don't wanna stay here
anymore
456 · Oct 2016
At last
Kashif Riaz Oct 2016
I've tired with denying habits
now
I wanna surrender in front of love
Kashif Riaz Sep 2016
I'm stuck in your imagination
You're here, there, even everywhere
and I want you nowhere
You've stuck in my mind
You're in thoughts, words even fantasies
and now I'm nowhere
You speak in my expressions
You're in smile, anger even pain
and still I want you nowhere
I'm scuffle with myself
coz
I'm in love with an enemy
414 · Oct 2017
Ego Lovers
Kashif Riaz Oct 2017
Under the shadow of your ego
Many days have passed
I know you are also missing me there
but not a single word came
Somewhere inside me
Your kinda ego
developing here too
I hate the habit
which we both have
not ready to accept
We love each other
384 · Oct 2016
Warning
Kashif Riaz Oct 2016
Be normal!
Dear life
or
      I'll make death my new dear
380 · Aug 2016
Panic-stricken
Kashif Riaz Aug 2016
Its not heart that lets me down
Its mind that never shuts down
It's killing calm, peace, silence
Inside me...
Not others, disturb me
Its me, restless myself
Thoughts continuously circulating
Inside my mind...
Its not chest that makes me unrest
Its head that never dead
It's ruining stillness, serenity and a stull
Inside me...
Not others, trackless me
Its me, reckless myself
Thoughts evilly uproar
Inside my mind...
369 · Nov 2016
Abnormalities
Kashif Riaz Nov 2016
Its time, tick tick monster
and me like a lazy pigeon
There're worries inside outside
and me like who's care
Its fear, everywhere
and me like no where
There're hurries up to date
and me like out of date
Its fate, controlling me
and me like out of control
There're doubts polluting mind
and me like I'm determined
Its late, in every hove
and me like still in move
There're routs facing silence
and only me with hue and cry
#me #abnormality #monster #mind
358 · Jan 2017
Rooms with Pain
Kashif Riaz Jan 2017
All the pain in this room
Pouring the pain in my heart
All the unconscious patients
and their over conscious attendants
Pouring the questions in my mind
Questions about God
Questions about His love
              and she has gone
gone into another room
room with more pain
pain which tears  heart
heart which consoles me
and heart lied
pain which compels mind
mind which ensures me
and believe broke
             and she has gone
gone into another room
room which opens into another world
world with no pain
             and me in this same room
room which I shared with her
her who's left me
me with all that pain
351 · Jul 2017
Situation
Kashif Riaz Jul 2017
Life like a box and body stuck
dragging line to line
and these're hard lines
Lines like rules and rebellion chained
merging point to point
and these're hard points
Points like pills and soul addicted
dying time to time
and these're hard times
Times not ready to change
So am I...
348 · Sep 2016
Under my Skin
Kashif Riaz Sep 2016
I wanna destroy the world
Just like a villain
Just like an evil
I wanna no friend
A fire through which I would be
damage everything around me
and some burning ashes
on my face too
I know it makes me hateable
Just like a wicked
I know it makes me objectionable
Just like every cruel
I wanna make dark all the bright places
Just like my dark heart
I wanna pluck happiness from the faces
Just like my own
This, what I'm thinking right now
under my skin
Not my intentions

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