Although I know love is a terrible thing to run from
I'm running...

All the pain in this room
Pouring the pain in my heart
All the unconscious patients
and their over conscious attendants
Pouring the questions in my mind
Questions about God
Questions about His love
              and she has gone
gone into another room
room with more pain
pain which tears  heart
heart which consoles me
and heart lied
pain which compels mind
mind which ensures me
and believe broke
             and she has gone
gone into another room
room which opens into another world
world with no pain
             and me in this same room
room which I shared with her
her who's left me
me with all that pain

Its time, tick tick monster
and me like a lazy pigeon
There're worries inside outside
and me like who's care
Its fear, everywhere
and me like no where
There're hurries up to date
and me like out of date
Its fate, controlling me
and me like out of control
There're doubts polluting mind
and me like I'm determined
Its late, in every hove
and me like still in move
There're routs facing silence
and only me with hue and cry

Here I am , a wrong place
Sulking me
Changing me
Destroying me
Here you are, a wrong person
Typical
Hypocrite
Parasite

I've tired with denying habits
now
I wanna surrender in front of love

I'm stuck in your imagination
You're here, there, even everywhere
and I want you nowhere
You've stuck in my mind
You're in thoughts, words even fantasies
and now I'm nowhere
You speak in my expressions
You're in smile, anger even pain
and still I want you nowhere
I'm scuffle with myself
coz
I'm in love with an enemy

I'm scuffle with myself
coz
I'm in love with an enemy

I wanna destroy the world
Just like a villain
Just like an evil
I wanna no friend
A fire through which I would be
damage everything around me
and some burning ashes
on my face too
I know it makes me hateable
Just like a wicked
I know it makes me objectionable
Just like every cruel
I wanna make dark all the bright places
Just like my dark heart
I wanna pluck happiness from the faces
Just like my own
This, what I'm thinking right now
under my skin

Its not heart that lets me down
Its mind that never shuts down
It's killing calm, peace, silence
Inside me...
Not others, disturb me
Its me, restless myself
Thoughts continuously circulating
Inside my mind...
Its not chest that makes me unrest
Its head that never dead
It's ruining stillness, serenity and a stull
Inside me...
Not others, trackless me
Its me, reckless myself
Thoughts evilly uproar
Inside my mind...

I know I strike in trouble
When one half of mine
Wanna stick with you
and one just ran away
I know I hate that part of mine
Which **** my supremacy
But still I did it again
And this time it's more humiliating
I know I love that ego type thing inside
Which keeps me up
But this time I wanna go low
And I hate the time now
I know I need an escape
Which makes me calm
But this time it seems self deception
And I hate this seemer sense