I'm not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I'm one of those people.
John Lennon

A walk thousands miles
Just show me love
The day is far
I can see the sun threw my pain
As this story unwinds
My heart will go on
i am torn apart
the idea of what could
The hurt replace the flows threw my blood
i wish you saw good
You  just walk by
I am man alone
The thoughts of the past
The words shot like bullet to the head
I hope looking at the sky
I think to myself and wounded why.

The time is now
A chnage is need
My heart is bleeding
Where is the path
My mask so broken
I fallen but keep getting back up
i want be better
i want see the sun threw the dark clouds
I can't  give up
I been threw too much
A man alone on his path lost  but still looking for change.

Deep in my thoughts
Alone inside as wind blows
The thought of no one cares
The battle everyday to fix the puzzle
That  is me so miss understood
I wish  you would understand
I wish u could see me for me
The thoughts flow threw my mind
I wonder if  people can see me
So lost inside  on my knees
In the middle of the road
With no place go
All i have are my words
The sadness keeps me wake
But when will this end
i can't give up but i have  to change
In this world we battle and see road is to see hope

It is just dream
I been waiting for you
My heart misses your warm hands
I just want hold you close and never look back
It’s you and me on this dream
Your laugh and smile warms my soul
You are my dream in this dream
You are only person that warms my soul
I miss you everyday
I just want hold you tight
I want run my hands threw your hair
You are my sweet dream

Days go by forever missed
The tears burn my skin and sadness feels my soul
Since u been gone my heart is not the same
I know u are looking down on me wishing the best
I hope u know how much I loved you
I feel like I am on the outside looking in since u been gone
I walk alone as the tears burn my skin
Love feels my soul with the thought of you
I was star in your sky
You always see the good in me
Even when sun was covered by the dark
I can’t turn back time
But hope you hear me
You will always be apart of my soul.