Letting go, the deepest fear
I could ever imagine
But I had no choice
not if my heart was
ever to be allowed healing
Not stitched or sewn together as
a patchwork cloak that would be
a duvet for the coming months
This would be
the ultimate surrender
to loving you, knowing
wherever I was going
you may catch me up
An uncertainty, I too, let go
without a kiss goodbye or
a farewell glance
as the words
stopped falling
from your mouth into
the vacuum of space
between us
Standing in the smoke of words,
I sit, I lay down
and I watch clouds
fade to nothing.
© Sia Jane
Letting go of falling in love...