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julianna Feb 2018
Every new year
for the rest of my life
Is now an
apart year
Because you are
a part of me
and you are
gone, love.
julianna Feb 2018
I cannot read between the lines
You own them,
For they are not mine
To twist and turn and compromise
So tell me, do you think it's wise
To make me read between the lines?
julianna Feb 2018
Instead of getting angry
Instead of being sad
She read some books
And lived the lives
that other people had.
julianna Feb 2018
Have you heard of Alice,
The girl in Wonderland?
I am sure you have.
The problem, you see
lies in the words you didn't read.
The part the writer did not need.
While Alice laid upon a bed,
Her mother watched and stroked her head.
The doctors said it was psychosis
And so they gave her higher doses.
She's over-stressed,
She is a mess,
But every day she takes her meds.
She can't find Wonderland again
And so she uses pad and pen
To write some poems, oh so sad
But they help others feel less bad
And that will help her feel less ******,
The closest thing she feels to happy.
May make changes
julianna Feb 2018
I am bothered when others are
confident and proud
because their mouths speak way too loud
they have a good relationship with their brain
while I am struggling to be sane
do you think you could quiet down?
everything is so out-loud!
You speak so much
that you don't hear
the constant ringing in my ears.
julianna Feb 2018
Like seeing the ghosts of the people I loved
I scan through crowds and avoid their faces
Faces as magnets attract my eyes
My vision is blurry, it's time to go
I stumble through hallways
My head hangs low,
Avoiding those faces as magnets.

The girl with the piercings
The guy with tattoos
That person whose hair is a dark grayish blue

Those people have faces as magnets.
A poem about my anxiety of running into old friends and making new ones.
julianna Feb 2018
When I stopped seeing your face in my dreams,
My love for my life went and ripped at the seams.
You allowed me to realize one essential fact
When you tore our perfect and beautiful pact.
I am just a human on a rock in space
With no helpful purpose and no helpful place.
Tu es ma vie, mon amour et mon cher
But you do not love me
No, you do not care.
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