“****”
That's just a label for me,
A simple stereotype.

Am I a ****?
No, not really,
German is just in my blood.

You haven’t met me,
You never understood,
So stop calling me that one label.

I’m more than just a label,
I’m a human,
I have a heart.

I keep wondering in this world,
Where am I?
What is this place?
It's wonderful, yet peculiar.

As I follow the white rabbit,
I meet strange people,
I must try to find the rabbit,
My mind is reeling with questions.

Everything isn't what I was taught of,
A smiling cat,
A never ending tea party,
And a dragon.

The queen is quite beautiful,
But she is like a childish brat,
This is bizarre to me,
I want to go home.

I can't find a way out,
Am I going to stay here forever?
I miss my family,
I want to leave Wonderland.

Who am I?
Where am I?
What happened?
Why is everything unfamiliar?

I don't understand,
Why cant I remember anything?
Everything is a blur,
The world is scaring me.

My mind is blank,
My heart is pounding,
My head is aching,
I can't remember.

My identity is now gone,
I've lost my memory,
I now live in lostness,
Forever wondering.

Through these past four years that I've known you
I've come to realize something.
I don't truly know you or know if you still do care about me.
I know I mess up, and I can be an idiot at times.
I know that I'm annoying and a bother.

I'm sorry for hurting you, and I'm sorry for hurting everyone.
I don't mean to cause harm or trouble, I just simply want to help.

Maybe its because I feel helpless at times.
Maybe it's because I feel like I have no worth to my loved ones.
I feel like everyone is just annoyed by just my presence.
Maybe thats the reason why I've tried to distance myself,
I don't want to hurt my friends anymore.

Everytime I look at her, I feel as though we are growing apart.
I know that I might be wrong, but it feels like it,
I'm sorry.

I know I'm sorry about a lot of things.
I'm sorry that I made you mad.
I'm sorry I've hurt you.
I'm sorry if I seem like a total *****.
I'm so, so sorry about many things.

I shouldn't have good friends like them.
I should be alone.

Do you still think of me as a friend?
I'm just so worried that something bad between our friends will split us apart.
You can take this however you want.
I'll always be here for all of you.

I'm sorry that I'm not the bests of friends...

I am someone that no one sees
I am that person that everyone forgets
I am that person that never shows that she is broken
I am the Angel of Nothingness

People think that I am just a normal girl
No one ever says "hello" to me or even glances
Everyone pretends that I am not there
I am the Angel of Nothingness

I call out for help but my voice is gone
I try to reach out for someone but they keep pushing me away
People help others but not me
I keep praying that someone might see me
I am that voice that says "Can you hear me?"
What am I?
I am the Angel of Nothingness

Around and Around,
A carousel of chaos,
Not stopping,
Not slowing down.

Up and Down,
Like a never ending ride,
I'm tired,
I want off.

Around and Around,
Up and down,
No stopping,
No laughter.

Around and Around,
A nightmarish game,
An never ending ride,
The Carousel of Terror.

Hello!
Wanna play Pretend?
I'll be the hero,
And you'll be the villain.

My old playmate,
She really didn't known how to play,
So she had to go,
And now you here.

So lets start the game,
You've got ten seconds to hide,
I'll give you a head start,
Ready, set, go!

He's everywhere
In the shadows
In every corner

No-one can see him
He always watches
Marking his next victim
You can't stop him

You're fears will come true
Be in your guard
Look at every corner
Or he'll take you to see

*Your nightmares

I loved someone...
That someone loved me too
I was too blind by love
Too see what he really was

I was a fool
"I love only you,"
He would say
But I guess thats another lie

I'm an Angel
An Angel and her wings have been broken
I can't fly anymore
My wings are too broken to move....

One there was a girl,
She was as happy as the sun,
Until one day the girl's heart fell,
Now you must be wondering what happened to this poor ray of fun.

She soon realized what her father what he really was,
He was a liar and a *******,
The father splitted the girl's wonderland in half,
And her heart never beated the same.

You may see her as the Mad Hatter,
For her two personalities,
Or you may see her as the dear Alice,
Either way, she doesn't care.

One day she'll leave everyone,
And she'll go to her Wonderland,
To be with her friend and be loved by anyone,
She'll be the fairest of the land.

One flip of a coin,
And chance will decide,
To either live,
Or die.

Now dont be afraid,
It's just chance,
Justice's friend,
No harm to anyone.

But you need to be punished,
For the crimes held against you,
Chance will be here,
For your judgement day.

Chance may be kind,
Or unforgiving,
You won't know,
Unless I flip the coin.

Cheater, Cheater,
You player,
One way I'm here,
The next she is there.

Cheater, Cheater,
Tell me the truth,
Do you love me,
Or do you love her?

Cheater, Cheater,
I can't decide,
Should I leave u,
Or should I stay?

Day to Night,
Birds singing to owls hooting,
Dogs barking to wolfs howling,
Night lamps on to off.

The sun goes down,
The moon comes up,
Everyone going to sleep,
Everything is silent.

Night to Day,
Everything is bright,
Everything is glowing,
And birds sing.

Day to Night,
Everything is dark,
Moon is glowing,
No one is awake.

Black and White,
White goes first,
Black goes second,
Welcome to the game of Chess.

Knights,
Bishops,
Pawns,
Kings and Queens.

You have to think carefully,
You better not lose any of your pieces,
You have to beat you opponent,
Welcome to the Deadly Chess.

Dear someone,
Can you hear me?
Can you see that I'm here?
Slowly slipping,
Through the darkness.

Dear Someone,
Will you help me,
Will you stay with me?
And never leave me.

Dear someone,
Save me,
Before it's too late,
Before I lose myself,
Before I stay in the darkness.

Dear someone,
Please help me,
Help me through this,
Help me drive my darkness away,
Help me live.

He chooses his victim,
By any tragedy,
No one can see him,
But only his victims.

He loves his job,
Though sometimes he gets bored,
The victims are full of fear,
People  call them crazy from Paranoia.

The Death God doesn't stop,
He will roam around this world,
Choosing who dies,
And how they will die.

I have to go,
I can't stand much more,
Everyone is sleeping,
This is my chance.

Keys in one hand,
A pipe in the other,
I unlock my cell door,
And bolted to the exit as fast as possible

The guards cant catch up,
I open the door,
At last!
Fresh air!

I secretly celebrated my freedom,
As I ran into the darkness,
Not giving a chance to breathe.

Not looking back,
I'm never going back there,
I'll hide in the shadows,
Celebrating.

I may not be happy as you wanted,
I cant hide the truth
that everyday is a living hell.
My body feels like its weighing my spirit down.
My heart is broken so many times that I dont feel it.
All that I want is for you to except me for who I am.

I'm still here,
Waiting for you to see me,
Hoping for remembrance,
Praying in the dark.

You left me,
I'm alone,
I can't see you anymore,
Have you forgotten me?

What did I do?
Why don't you see me?
Am I nothing but a shadow?
Please remember me.

I need you ro recognize me,
I need someone to see me,
I want you to know me,
I dont want to be forgotten.

Invisible,
Lonely,
Hateful,
Sorrowful.

Most people dont believe them,
Most people do,
It doesn't really matter.

They went to be heard,
But yet they are afraid,
They are forever stuck,
And they can't get out.

Hiya!
You wanna hurt Mistah J?
Sorry bozo but you'll have to go through me first
You'll never lay a finger on him

My name?
Not tellin' ya until you play my game
If ya win, then I'll tell you
If ya lose, lets say that there's going to be a mess

Mistah J is my puddin'
You wont ruin his fun
Not while I'm around
Sorry if I spoiled your fun

Guess you lost, but I'll tell you my name
My name is Harley Quinn

Flames everywhere,
Sulfur fills the air,
Tortured souls cry for help,
Welcome to Hell.

You can't escape,
Lucifer won't let you,
No matter how hard you try,
You'll never escape.

You shouldn't have sinned,
For now you're never forgiven,
You chose your fate,
To be stuck here with the Devil.

Welcome to Hell

My feet are dangling,
My arms are scarred,
My heart wants you,
My mind wants death.

I need you to help me,
Help me survive a day,
Help me get through hell,
Help me stop crying.

I can't stop shaking,
My love for you keeps me at bay,
I need you by my side.

Help me through this nightmare,
Help me stop the pain,
Help me in this world called hell,
Please help me...

How can you be so heartless?
To someone who looks so scary,
To someone who is so lonely,
To someone who is so kind hearted?

How could you be so forgetful?
To someone who is forgotten,
To someone who no one sees,
To someone who needs one kind look?

How can you be so wrong?
To someone who people judge to quickly,
To someone who wants to be truly loved,
To someone who needs to show that the rumors are false?

How dare you be so cold and cruel?
To not hear my cries,
To not care about my feelings,
To not listen to my opinions?

How can you laugh?
At someone who is different,
At someone who wants to be accepted,
At someone who is a human being?

How can I be fine?
When you tore my world apart.
How can I be fine?
When you left for her.

How can I be fine?
When I was foolish enough to believe you?
I will never be fine...
You've took my heart.

And broken it beyond repair.

I'm slowly dying,
I don't want death,
How long do I have left,
Until you arrive?

How long will it last,
Being without you,
Not able to see you,
Not able to hug you.

I'm slipping into comatose,
I may not ever wake up,
I need you beside me,
You make me whole and complete.

Wake me,
Tell me that you're there,
Tell me that you'll never go,
And you'll keep me safe.

I can't believe it,
You're almost gone,
Out of my life,
Forever.

I can't believe it,
After all of these years,
Of being with you,
It's all coming to an end.

I won't say "I'll miss you",
Because that will be a lie,
I'm finally happy,
I'm finally free.

Free from the lies,
Free from the hatred,
Free from the hurt,
Free from the countless abuse.

I can't believe it....
You're not coming back....

I fear,
For what's to come,
I look around to see if he is there,
But he isn’t there.

I fear,
That one day he will come,
I’m now living in fear,
I can’t find any peace.

I fear,
I’ll never get away,
I’ll never find peace,
I’ll forever live in fear.

I fear,
I’ll lose myself,
He will never leave,
He will forever follow me,

*I fear,
That no one will save me.

I feel like I'm suffocating
I'm like a prisoner in an imaginary cell
My charges are ignoring common sense
I want to be free

People ask if I've ever been in jail
I am right now
This feels like a life sentence
I want someone to bail me out

My imaginary walls are closing in
My breathing is becoming shallow
My heart is beating slowly
No one freed me of my pain

Banging doors,
Insane laughter,
Sorrowful cries,
Agonizing screams.

I cant stand this,
I might as well be dead,
My mind is all over the place,
I can't think.

The phycologists think I'm nuts,
I'm not crazy,
I want to be free,
I want to leave this Insane Asylum.

Voices surrounds the dark nothingness,
Laughter, cries, screams,
Try to understand them as you may,
You won’t be able to comprehend.

You first see a girl who is curled up in a ball,
Crying, mumbling, calling herself “fat”,
Don’t look for her heart,
Its been left behind with her past lover.

You then see a little girl,
Laughing, giggling, smiling,
Don’t talk to her,
She’ll never speak to strangers.

Next is a girl with a poofy dress,
Happy eyes, goofy smile,
Don’t speak anything sad to her,
She want to keep others happy.

There is an evil female,
Hateful, dark, smiling evilly at you,
Don’t try to even talk to her,
You’ll find yourself in the afterlife.

Finally you see a normal girl,
Smiling, being goofy, being ‘normal’ right?
What if she is wearing a mask,
Hiding the horrors behind the smiling masquerade?

The mask finally wearing away, breaking off,
Showing you the true scars and sorrow hidden,
Showing you how crazy she is,
Showing you who she really is?

In the shadows,
Creatures move,
Visible eyes glow,
Coldness fills the air.

In the shadows,
Voices whispering,
No words understood,
Evil laughter echos the air.

In the shadows,
Someone is lurking,
A presence surrounds you,
You feel invisible hands at your feet.

In the shadows,
You’ll never know what lurks,
You’ll never know if there is a demon,
You’ll never know if the light will ever turn on.

Hello? Can you see me?
How are you?
Oh wait...you’re not looking at me.

I’m sitting here,
Watching everything,
Hearing everything.

Everyone isn’t talking to me,
But I try to talk,
Looks like I’m a gust of wind.

Can’t you just talk to me?
Tell me that I’ve been noticed,
Tell me that I’m here.

Looks like my words fall on hollow ears,
Oh well….its fine,
Even though it hurts… I’m use to it.

Purple and Green
Laughter echoing the halls
Cards everywhere on the floor
Who could have done this?

A lunatic is on the loose
Bodies drop to the floor
I'm the only one standing
My smile grew more and more

The man in front of me grabbed a knife
He slowly walks to me
my heart started to pound
His voice sounded like a lunatic would sound

"Why so serious? Lets put a smile on that face"
I grabbed my hammer
The only thought that crossed my mind is
I will always smile for you Joker

Just one bite....
And everything is black,
Not knowing what's going on.

Just one bite...
And you're in an abyss,
Full if nothingness,
Forever empty.

Just on bite.....
And you'll never wake up.

Have you ever get the feeling
that your alone?
That emptiness inside
you try to get rid of

Sure you have friends
But they only help a little
You might wonder
"Whats wrong with me?"

You can;t get rid of it
No matter how hard you try
How can you get rid of it?
Its a mystery

Love comes in many forms
It comes in Hatred
It comes in Sadness
It may also come in Pain

Pain never goes away
It stays locked up
Never been set free

But Love may set it free
If you choose it to be

I don't know what this is
I only think of you
I can't pay attention at all
If I do, then it'll only be for a short while

Your the Joker to my Harley Quinn
Mad Hatter to Alice
Severus to Lilly
My light to my Darkness

I don't know what to do if you where gone
I need you everyday
If I'm away from you
I'll go insane

I know what this is called
Its called Mad Love

Mirror, Mirror
On the Wall
Whose the most Fake
Of them all?

Mirror, Mirror
On the wall
Whose the Most Broken
Of them all?

Mirror, Mirror
On the Wall
Whose the Saddest
Of them all?

Mirror, Mirror
On the wall
Can you save me
From myself?

I never knew,
That'll be like this,
My dark world,
Has a light.

I thought that you lied,
That you were joking with me,
I didn't believe in you,
But I should have.

I'm so used to liars and cheats,
That I locked my heart,
And I didn't trust another,
But you didn't let go.

You meant what you've said,
You kept me close,
You protected me,
You loved me.

Now my heart is only for you,
You finally won me,
You are my light,
In my world of darkness.

No,
Thats my final word,
You can't do anything about it,
You have no power over me.

No,
I'm not doing as you say,
Your just talking to a gust of wind,
No,
You will never tell me what to do

Nothing.
I feel nothing,
No feelings,
No love.

I want to feel something,
I can't feel any love,
No pain,
Not even any sadness.

Numbness,
Thats all I feel,
I want it to go away,
My heart longs for happiness.

Plastic,
That's what I see,
Everything is fake,
Even me.

I act like everything is fine,
But that's plastic words,
I'm broken to where I can't be repaired,
I've become plastic.

Plastic,
I only see plastic,
I feel like no ones real,
They only say plastic words.

I only see plastic,
And I say fake words,
I can't tell anyone,
They won't believe me.

Angles crying,
Someone good has died,
The Angles sing a lullaby,
To lead the spirit to heaven.

The Angles cry,
For a person who has done wrong,
The Angels sing a lullaby,
To wash the sins away.

The Angles cry,
For a girl whose lost everything,
The Angles sing a lullaby,
To comfort the little one.

The Angles cry,
For someone's who is going to die,
The Angles sing a lullaby,
To put the knife away from the boy's neck.

The sky has many colors
Blue
Red
Orange
Purple

*The sky has emotions too
Sadness
Anger
Happiness
And confusion

I call the sky Rainbow
For all of the colors and emotions
Not all people see it
But maybe some people do.

Remember me,
When I was free,
When nothing made me upset,
When no one broke me.

Remember me,
When I was happy,
When people didn't judge me.
When I wasn't a broken music box.

Remember me,
When I didn't use a razor,
When I didn't call myself "fat",
When I wore happy colors.

Please remember me,
When my life wasn't upside down,
When I loved the way I am,
When I din't want to end my life.

Riddle me this,
Riddle me that,
I have a riddle,
Just for you.

Can you answer it?
If you get it right,
I'll let you go,
If not, well there'll be a price.

You see,
I love riddles,
And I've always gotten it right,
Let see if you'll get it right:*

I travel by the moon and stars,
I can't abide the sun,
But banish me with a torchlight,
You'll see me turn and run.

What am I?