He's broken spirited
                   just look into
                      his eyes and see.

How can I hold you up
when I'm
                        drowning too.

You tended to me ever so wonderfully,
I almost couldn't believe you were true.
You cut me open and I lost massive amounts of blood, but then you stitched me up.
We danced and you spun me in princess circles up and down the dance floor but then you left your princess hanging for another.
To make matters worse you aimed at stealing my crown of self esteem, you bullied me.
You constantly pulled at the cement that held up my castle, skrewed me over every way possible.
I thought you were my prince charming, turns out you were a prince from hell, because you murdered me over and over again.
I will forever have a scar that is YOU.

Yet another school day,
                       so bland and repetitive.
Or so he thought, it was this day that life as he knew would reform itself.
                      Tommy saw something one day in class, he saw the light from the sun, it pulled him up and out of his seat.
                      "Mr. Rose, what is the point of this!" yelled the teacher as the classmates gasped.
But Tommy dropped his calculator and floated right out the door.
                       Security was called but some how Tommy was gone, you see he walked straight out the building staring into the light and he walked until he was pass the traffic and into the wilderness.
                      From there he climbed up a mountain and stood on top, he threw out his hands and screamed "I am Tommy Rose and I seek freedom and peace, so world just let me be!"
A weight was lifted off Tommy, just as he saw others on other mountain tops and they all screamed "FREEDOM AND PEACE!"
                    Then...............









Tommy woke up, time for school.

Made of glass is my heart,
so please treat it as though FRAGILE were written across my chest.

It has fallen so many times already that I am running low on glue.

Please don't break my heart because this love is my last chance, I just can't bare anymore shards, that tare into my soul like claws.

Please don't break my heart, this pain is becoming all to familiar...

Hush your mind,
                       close you eyes,
                      rest your head,
                                 &
               fall asleep in death.

Night has dawned,
moonlight is taking me in.
I stand in the shaded field, out of sight.
Ripping the tight clothes from my skin,
showing only the moonlight my naked body, I stand straight and proud.
Naked and free is one shade of me, a bright yellow it states.
Morning is ridding the train to almost here, which makes me fill heavy with fear.
Fear of the public and society is also a shade of me, it shows bright blue as I hurridly redress my self.
Day has came to me as well school now I **** dry the sweet juices of what THEY don't know, they don't know the shade of my thoughts whom prove bright green as I conjure up funny things.
But as Tommy walks by the shade of my heart beats to be heard, its shade is bright red.
These are the shades of me and each one demands that I serve.

I look upon him with eyes of appreciation, as a ***** man would to soap.
I lavish at the way his image is so square.
Like a crown of authority is his beard.
He is a roof over me.
A man of meat so strong.
The voice of him is quite an appealing song.
Men, men, ah wonderous men.

If you love her, tell her so.
             If you don't, she'll never fully know.
If you love her, notice the little things.
             Like when she changes her style.
If you love her, when she's sad try and make her smile.
             If you love her, hear what she is trying to say.
Think of how she feels.
             If you love her, really know her, know what she would pick or say.
But most importantly if you really love her, when things get rough, stay.

Allow her to be innocent.
Allow her to be silly.
Allow her to be safe.
Allow her to be sometimes clumsy.
Allow her to have her gaurd down, around you.
Allow her to be pure.
Allow her to be cute.
Allow her to be her.

Roads,roads, I'm sick of roads, where they bring me God
Knows,
sometimes the road I take
Snows,
other times beauty
Shows.
Roads, roads, I'm sick of roads, why must life keep going, why must I keep choosing, I'm tired. Roads, roads, I'm sick of roads, splitting my brain in
Two,
confusing me until someone says my name and I say
"Who?"
Roads, roads, so many roads, but only one is
Right,
roads, roads, I'm sick of roads, I'm tired of the ongoing
Fight.
Is it so wrong to just want to be in the
Light?
Roads, roads, I'm sick of roads, slippery, bumpy and
Tight.
Roads, roads, I'm sick of roads, I want to see the
Light!

His
hands
were
*****
,
his
soul
was
pure
.
His
face
was
rough
,
his
eyes
were
sure
.

It
                                                                hurts so
                                                        bad. As your
                                             so close, I can hear
                                  your every breath & feel
                        your every heart beat, oh how
             desperately I WANT you in bed, just
        let me feel your silky skin against mine
, let's connect on a level we never     connected before. Let me run my
          hands through your hair & down        your hips as you moan in my ear,
let me please you well, & when its over, let us act as if we forgot about this night & go on as strangers.

Stop judging me soley on what YOU think
   About me. All I ask is that you let me
      Make mistakes without scrutinizing
         Me for it. I AM NOT PERFECT.
            And though I love to act as
               If I am I'M NOT. I
                 Know this all too well.
                    Stop being quick to trying to
                       Figure me out, because you'll
                          Be wasting your time. A
                             Person is something you
                                Can't define! So stop
                                   Judging me based on
                                      What YOU think
                                         Because honestly
                                            Only God and I
                                               Know the whole
                                                           Me.

She was having a horrible day
The one who broke her <3 had begged her to stay
But her tears swept her away.
-
She found herself in a beautiful space
A field of moons lay right there in her face
The field allowed her to think and heal at her own pace
It became her happy place.
-
A field of moons so beautiful
A field of moons to enlighten her soul
A field of moons where only she knows.