Filling the paper with feelings

Dec 2015

M

Tell me your secrets as you weave your fingers between my thighs
Teach me your history as your eyes knock down my mind
Tell my why while we both get high

Please let me into your world as you tell me I complete it
Please let me win you over as you coach me; tell me more as you tell me "more"
Let's close our eyes like we always do, this time opening our minds and allowing ourselves to see

I can't catch feels; too late.

#confused #drugs #why #drama #boy #romance #crush #*** #know #see

Dec 2015

M

As a dying child

I often ponder whether I'd rather have had you pretend to love me
Until the end of my short life
Or if I should be thankful
That I will not die believing your lies

#love #lies #truth #sad #life #death #end #boy #romance #human

Dec 2015

M

Thinking you'd love me every day

I listened to your stories
Placed them deep within me
Wanting to keep your secrets safe
My heart's key I threw away

You're gone and
My love is locked

If anyone wants it back
They'll have to melt my skin
Sort through my veins
And dissect my heart

Al because you let me throw
The only copy of my key away

#love #sad #heart #lost #boy #skin #never #gone #forever #locked

Dec 2015

M

The hardest moments

I realized you were a small town man;
That you'd be more satisfied with being a comfortable failure than having to work for success.
You'd rather become your parents
Unstable:
Mentally
Financially
Romantically,
And unimpactful on this Earth's humanity.

I was a world traveler.
In need of constant
Change
Challenge
Risk
And movement.
I need a constant toiling in my mind
A constant pressure to move
A constant reminder that my next step could change the world
A constant potential for improvement

I realized you were content with what you knew
And my passion for learning was unappeaseable by your stagnant mind

I remember the books you wouldn't read
The songs you wouldn't sing
The explorations on which you refused to accompany me
The worlds you wouldn't see

And I now know that meant you would never last next to me
It's not your fault you couldn't keep up
Or mine I couldn't slow down
We can blame each other
My lack of satisfaction
Your lack of motivation
Psychology
Economics
Chemistry
Chance
God
Karma
Fate
All these reasons
But none are real
Truthfully, we were just not meant to be

With each other we were not free
With your annoyance at my distance and my anger at your dissonance
Far corners of the earth you were not meant to see

I know now that my craving for motion
My roller coaster emotion
Is too fast paced
For someone like you
And to drag you behind me would be a waste
As we are not amazed by the same things, we do not have the same taste

It is possible that I'll never find someone
That worships this world as I do
and craves these things next to me
But at least alone I won't hurt anyone with my motion

#love #sad #world #alone #boy #change #emotion #small #stillness #explore

Nov 2015

Arcassin B

Drake - "HOTLINEBLING" (AB Mix)

By Drake
Poem by Arcassin Burnham

You use call me on my,
You use to, you use to,
Yeah,

You use to call me on my sprint phone,
Late night when you crave for us,
Call me on my sprint phone,
Late night when you crave for us,
And I know when that hotline bling,
Baby I'll save you the ring,
And I know when that hotline bling,
Baby I'll save you the ring,

Ever since we crossed paths,
You,
Choosing occupations for yaself now,
Even when you told my *** to get out,
gunshot to my head I feel so stretched out,
Cause ever since we crossed paths,
You,
Started going out and being a *****,
Never settled for less, I know you need more,
All these mood swings I never seen before,

You use to call me on my sprint phone,
Late night when you crave for us,
Call me on my sprint phone,
Late night when you crave for us,
And I know when that hotline bling,
Baby I'll save you the ring,
And I know when that hotline bling,
Baby I'll save you the ring,

Ever since we crossed paths,
You you you,
You felt like I left you on your own,
Its obvious that the love is gone,
I never felt like I could be wrong,
Ever since we crossed paths,
You,
You got exactly what you asked for,
Why you wanna go and just do that for,
Beautiful honest woman's what I took you for,

You use to call me on my sprint phone,
Late night when you crave for us,
Call me on my sprint phone,
Late night when you crave for us,
And I know when that hotline bling,
Baby I'll save you the ring,
And I know when that hotline bling,
Baby I'll save you the ring,

These days all I do is wondered
If you ever smashed my heart into little pieces
wondered
If you ever smashed my heart into little pieces
Wondered if I ever hurt you deeply,
You don't have to please me,
you could be mad at me,
You could be so mad at me,
No,
Don't you turn the tables,
Changing my area code,
All the delightfulness in you Don dried up and died,
Now I need someone to set the tone,
Yeah
You should just be yourself,
Right now your someone else,

You use to call me on my sprint phone,
Late night when you crave for us,
Call me on my sprint phone,
Late night when you crave for us,
And I know when that hotline bling,
Baby I'll save you the ring,
And I know when that hotline bling,
Baby I'll save you the ring,

Ever since we crossed paths!

My version to drakes hotlinebling song :)

#love #poetry #break #lyrics #phone #hotline

Nov 2015

Aeya Jean Johnson

Please do

Last night--
You just being there.
I never want you to leave.
Kind,
Strong,
Gentle,
Amazing.
I trust you,
Completely.
The only one I do.
Making me forget who I was,
You make me better than I am.
I can't give you my pain-- It would hurt you.

Promise.

#caoimhn

Nov 2015

IcySky

Eternal Lovers (Collab w/ Arcassin B)

~IcySky~
Hands touch, eyes meet, lips kiss, going through the motions...
If you meet my mom, then your the one.
I'm my fathers little angel, he only wants the best.
My brothers are protective, it's not hard to guess.
~AB~
Conversation or lush in, bring in love one another,
Give me all your love and I'll never upset your brothers,
You and me are eternal lovers when our lips lock.
~IcySky~
My love is yours, forever...
But only if you're true,
I'll give you my heart,
If you're ready to give me yours too.
~AB~
Conversation or lush in, bring in love one another,
Give me all your love and I'll never upset your brothers,
You and me are eternal lovers when our lips lock.

This is a Collab I got to do with Arcassin B... I wanna do a shoutout to him, for being a part of this piece, and for being such an amazing poet!!! Love you!!! <3

#kisses #truelove #ab #collab #icysky #eternal-lovers

Nov 2015

Arcassin B

"Many"

By Arcassin Burnham

My future is lost,
Cant find love in my mind,
crossing it slowly,
we have many rivers to cross,
learning to get along,
while im wasting time,
all the fires you've doused,
because of my pride,
i need some help,
ive been down on luck for years,
and i nearly survived,
because of my wealth,

Cause my mom won't stop the pain,
And my dad left out in the rain,
i can not go on in life like this,
there are times when i forget *******,

many rivers to cross
learning to get along,
while im wasting time,
ive been down on luck for years,
and i nearly survived,
because of my wealth.

Inspiration from a song called many rivers to cross by Jimmy cliff

#poetry #cliff #wings