Flower in full bloom
Her beauty cast on the dirt
Weighed down by raindrops

In this endless loop
where I'm denied my escape.
Can't leave so I stay.

wake up to the sun
blink once and the stars are out
another day *gone

You are tired of me.
Maybe I should go because―
I am tired of this.

It's very simple.
The reason I want to die:
I don't want to live.

It's not that I'm sad.
No matter how good life gets,
I still long for death.

I have no purpose
And I'm tired of being here.
So why should I be?

"I love you," I said.
I felt pain deep in my chest;
Pain I reveled in.

"I love you," I said.
Secure, sure as the sun sets;
Perfectly easy.

"I love you," I said.
It's too casual, too careless;
Like it means nothing.

"I love you," I say.
A heavy feeling descends;
I think I'm lying.

Long neck, hourglass shape
She makes music at my touch.
I don't want to stop.

White dress brushes snow,
Hair as red as weirwood leaves.
The wedding proceeds.

White branches reach out,
Leaves as ****** as its tears.
The wooden face weeps.

White smiles show malice,
Darker than her deepest fears.
Tonight she won't sleep.

Light expels darkness
But shadows emerge from light.
Always conflicting.

I've nothing to write.
Motivation's hard to find.
Help, I'm uninspired.