And here we are
The first time that the words spouted out of your mouth caused a drift
some said it would happen
She's a believer, he isn't
"It just can't be done", The people in the church say
but my mind believes different- until now.
"How can lovers be lovers without the foundation of Jesus?!
It's just preposterous"
More words out of more mouths
they cause a drift between me and them this time
I know only one person can decide
but He seems to be absent right now
Maybe this was the answer to my prayer

The sun rose and peeked through my window forcing my eyes open for the day
The dream interrupted, another of you, replays like a movie scene
I force myself up and feel the carpet under my toes, reminding me it was just a dream
Some days, you are all I think about
Other days, you don't even cross my mind
Almost two years have flown by; years I thought would take an eternity
Who are you now?
What do you do with your days you swore would be nothing without me?
I don't miss you

I didn't want it to be this way
So I played safe and hid away

Those feelings deep down that I ignored
are now guests at my front door

Guess you could say that this is my fault
I just thought that this is how I'd adult

Doing what I please, saying "***** it, why not"
lead me to this day; it was a lesson to be taught.