Ruheen

Ruheen Jul 2020

Just because you don't want to live
Doesn't mean you want to die.

It's a pity there's no in-between.

It's one or the other.
You're either dead or alive.

Nothing in-between.

...

#in #between #dead #alive #death #life #die #live

Ruheen Jul 2020

Standing In God's Tears

I can't tell if the stinging in my eyes
Is from my tears
Or from keeping my eyes
Open in the rain
Too long.
Both end up blurring my vision anyway.
I don't mind though.
Because if there is a God,
And he's up there,
Then at least I know
He's as frustrated as I am.
And he deserves to be.

...

#god #tears #crying #frustrated #eyes #wide #open #blurry #vision #deserves

Ruheen Jul 2020

******

They do have the best stories.
May not be very bubbly
Or comedic,
But thrilling,
At the least.
Horror
Is
The most fascinating
Genre.

...

#****** #crazy #horror #genre #thrilling #light #bubbly #comedy #mental #mad

Ruheen Jul 2020

Talk

People don't know
Anything.
People won't know
Unless
We
Talk.
And that is why
No one knows
Anything.
Because
No
One
Will
Talk.

If people say they know us as well as they think they do, or as well as they should, they should know me by now.
I know them. They don't talk, but I still know.
So, why this unfairness? Towards me?
Why do I try so hard?
When they don't try at all?
I'm not going to change; it's who I am.
But I can vent. :)

#talk #dont #change

Ruheen Jul 2020

Treat Others The Way You Treat Yourself. So Treat Yourself Well. So That No One Hates You.

"Treat others the way you want to be treated."
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I've been trying for a while now.
I'm very nice.
All the time.
I swear I'm friendly with everyone.
No one's paying much attention.
No one's ever paid attention.
Some people think of me as a pushover now.
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.
.
.
.
So.
I'll still do it.
I'm going to be nice.
I am nice.
But I'll stop treating them better.
Better than I treat myself.
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.
.
That quote's missing something.
It should be more like:
"Treat others the way you want to be treated...but treat yourself more often and better, so you don't end up hating yourself. And everyone around you."
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.
That's it.
Thank you.

.....long title.

#treat #yourself #be #nice #better #try #thank #you

Jul 2020

Mrs Timetable

Float

Its too deep
Right now

No diving
No laps
No splashing

Floating
For a while

Maybe the
Monster
Won't see me

Stay quiet pain

#pain #monster #quiet #peace

Ruheen Jul 2020

The Falling Girl

As they passed the
Windows
And turned to watch
The people that
Watched
The girls who fell
Fell without a sound
But the ones who
Stood
On the ledge
And were pushed
Fell like rain
...
Because
Everyone could hear them fall.

Inspired by the short story 'The Falling Girl' by Dino Buzatti.
It's really good.
I'm gonna write a part 2.
This is my 300th public poem. :)

#the #falling #girl #society #death #die #pain