When I wanted catch a movie with my friends,
You ripped my ticket.
When I wanted to wear that shirt my sister gave me,
You threw it away.
When I wanted to talk,
You shut me up and cut me off.
With every little thing I do,
It's always wrong to you.
With every gifts I bought for you,
It's in the garage the next day.
With every planned surprises I made,
It's never surprising to you.
When you wanted those dresses,
I tailored them for you.
When you wanted that ring,
I worked and saved for months.
When you are always down,
I was there to lift you up.
Always.
But what about me?
Is this only a one-sided love?
While I smile everyday,
I'm walking on eggshells too.
Hanging by a thread,
Not knowing what to do.
As days passed,
Months even.
The thought of you dissipates,
More, and more, and more.
I only realized what I should had done from the start,
When I threw the ring into the sea.
All I know is,
I'm living on borrowed time.
There'll be a point in time that you are the only one who can save yourself from the toxicity of relationships. In this case, the best thing you can do, is to get out, not hold on in hopes of it getting better. When it becomes too much for you to handle, what once was happiness, will be sadness.
Stop living on borrowed time.