Drowning out memories
Maybe I can see things differently
Trying to forget the things you said
The liquid in my cup a cherry red
Another night without you
Forgetting all the lies I bought into
Maybe I’ll forget your name
I was only a part of your game
I can’t see straight
All I did was take your bait
Maybe tonight I’ll find another
Trying so hard to find some other
Ended up in bed with someone new
I knew It was a mistake trusting you

he'd compare my writings to a garden
how my little ideas sprung into something huge
i'd tell him it wasn't like that
that it takes more
it takes more than one little idea
and not all of them make it into something huge
but out of all the wrong things he said
he had this one partially right
flowers grow from seeds
poetry grows from pain

​a free drink
and a cold hand
was all it took
for a new beginning

​my heat aches
for i know what i've done
for i know what you've gone through
and i know i haven't been there

my heart aches
because we don't talk anymore
because we aren't who we used to be
and i know we're better than this

my heart aches
we've had our differences
we've had out fights
and we always come back

my heart aches
I never told you what i felt
I never shared what actually happened
and you deserved to know

my heart aches
we don't communicate
we don't say what we mean
and I know i should

my heart is full
we'll figure this out
we'll get through this
and we always do

as i slowly let go of your hand
and grip onto my own
i know this is where
i am destined to be