As she was about to marry Death
Someone interfered
So she ended up marrying Pain instead


Since then,
Not even a single day passed that she had not planted tears on the ground.
She planted them with her own bare hands.
Her own bare trembling, frail, bone dislocated, muscle squashed up, ligaments torn hands.


Until the time came
When the tears she planted came to life
The land gave birth to Hurt, Sadness, and Regret.

She continued to feed them with her tears until she was all dried up.
Until it was time for harvest.

But it was not the three to be harvested,
it was her.

Her time has come,
the time she can finally met Death.

Hurt, Sadness and Regret were farmers of death.
Messengers, deliverer, bringer
of death.
They were tasked to harvest her,
and deliver the harvest to Death.

Hurt was first,
to strike her down with his scythe.
Delivering immense pain  in her already smashed up body.

Sadness took over,
putting her on a box,
memories started flashing before her
and in a spit second she relived her life.
Her mind not being able to handle this extreme phenomena,
it no longer was able to hold soul in.

So her soul left.
She was now being delivered to Death.

With a little bit of consciousness that remains, she asked

"Where is regret?"

So they answered

As you are about to meet Death, travelling to the void, we are to accompany you..   But his task is different..
Sadness and Hurt may be lost in the void, but never Regret..

Regret remains...

Regret is someone the void could not contain. Even the void could not eat him .
So he remains in this world as a reminder of your life. He remains so that a single bit of you remains in this world.

Yes, even in DEATH,
Regret still remains....

I feel so *****, I feel so tired
At times too, I feel so empty and uninspired.

This time too. I feel so *****, coz i am
I cannot wash away that dirt that covers me
Thus let me just rest, and say goodbye.

I used to write sad poems
Because that was me then.
I was unhappy
Unhappy because I was me.
I did not liked my reality
But that was then,
Back when

Back when
The dominant emotion was blue
Graduation was long overdue
Did not know if my feelings where valid and true
Waiting for someone new

Someone to sweep me off my feet,
Someone to take me away,
Someone to expel all the misery
Someone to understand me

But behold,
Months passed, no one came,
I was stuck, with the me
Who hated me
Thus I wrote all my feelings
Let it flow thru poetry
Hurt my self not physically
But with all the words
Using my poetry

Though my vocabulary was limted
With every like given,
I felt wanted
So I poured all my feelings into poetry
Thru my words, I've shared every piece of me,
But when I got it all out, suddenly I felt empty
Were all that emotions defined me
Now, who is the real me???

Fast forward years later.
To the last question, I still don't know the answer.

But the thing I can say
I used to write sad poems
And its actually here to stay

The me that only looked at you
The me that only thinks of you
The me that want only you
The me that loves no one but you
You’ve left

And when you left

The eyes that only looked at you
Could no longer see
The mind that could only think of you
Had gone mad
The person that wanted only you
Has no one to live for
And the heart that loved no one but you
Is broken
Bruised, crushed, shattered in pieces
It is broken

Yes, that heart is broken
But still,
How?
How can it still beat for you?

dark skies
tears of heaven
sorrow of the gods
fill up the air
but under your shade
everything is brighter

I’m lucky they say
To have found a better guy than you
To have become a better person than you
To been living a life better than yours
But I only live to see the day that you regret

That you regret the day you pushed me away
When you’ve let go of the hand that asked for you to stay
So every single night I pray
For the day to come when you shall pay

Pay for the sins you’ve committed
Pay for all the hurt you’ve given me
Pay for all the promises you’ve never kept
Pay for the broken heart that you’ve left

The broken heart that can never be repaired
Bruised, tattered, worn and impaired
Can no longer feel, give or know love
Hate is the only feeling I will ever have

So I only live to see the day that you regret
And maybe only then that I can forget
All the hate, hurt, pain and let
These burden be washed away
By the tears that you will shed on that day

I’m lucky they say
But I am only living to see the day
The day when you shall regret
and the day that I can forget.

raid drops
falling

the sky
roaring

Heaven
is crying

It's crying for the world
The world that has lost its way
humans that is bathed with sins

He is crying
tears that could wash away your sins
he is giving

Still people keep sinning
What's the point in saving
If in their evil,
there is no stopping

Still he keeps trying
He continues in crying

I pray he wont lose hope in humans
On us
until the day
he stops crying

and see Him

the Heaven.. Smiling

Happiness that we once felt,
The sadness that once made us cry,

The love we had given,
The love that we received in return,
The love that was shared.

Some love that was given,
The love that was never returned,
The love that was never shared,
The life that we had lived.

All of these are stored in a magical box called MEMORY.

But then the evil witch came and wreaked havoc upon the kingdom...
And she took the precious box.

The kingdom lost its memories of the years that went by...

And so the hero came and defeated the witch,
The box was returned back to kingdom.
The memories were restored...

The kingdom had a ruler, the queen.
Her name was Heart.

When the box was lost,
she felt lost.
The only thing that connected her to her kingdom,
was gone


But the hero came and gave the box back...

Her memories were restored,
the link with her and the kingdom was back.
But..
But... Deep inside,
To the very depths of Heart,
a voice,
calling out to her

a voice told her that there was something wrong

But she ignored it.

What she didn’t knew
A spell
The witch has caste
on to the magical box


The memories was mixed up
Altered.

It was a curse that would haunt Heart forever.

The flames have died,
the candles are spent.
The flowers have wilted,
but the tears hasn't stopped.
Today,
The wind blows in a different direction
time had past
but the tears just wont dry.

In five seven five
Syllables that I write
My haiku is done

The waves that pulls the sand into the ocean
The wind that dances with the leaves
Clouds that envelopes the sky

Angry waves crashing through the shore
The strong winds tearing through my skin like a knife
Dark clouds dropping rain that bursts like missiles

Waves that couldn't take control of itself
Lost in its anger and destruction
Plunging to the shore, pulling back
Back, further back, and back once more
Till it finally free the wrath it held
And in the land it settled
Pulling back and back and back once more
now, no longer was it taking back mere sand and stones
But trees, home and life it took
Like a fish caught in a fisherman's hook

The wind, with its crazy state of mind
Can't decide on where direction to blow
As it took time for its decision
The lunch that took minutes to cook
The project that took hours to make
The house that took months to build
The tree that took years to grow
The child that took its whole life to live
By the crazy wind, took just seconds to destroy and to end


The clouds that wont cease from crying
Pouring it all on the earth
Dropping every bit of rain it could
Till the sight of land was no more
Washing everything away
Drowning everything down

The waves, The Wind, The Clouds
they continued their reign
Destruction, Destruction and nothing but destruction

Until like a single ray of hope
that shone through a dark and miserable place
the sun rose and shone a light
hotter than ever
brighter than ever
Stronger than ever

and..

and..

BOOOOMMM!!!!

Yah, the sun just exploded...
And it's another day for the end of the world

Don’t leave someone
Who had done nothing but wait
But if you must go
Then leave...
But  leave me with a promise,
That to my side
You’ll come back

Before our world falls apart
Do me one last favor
Kiss me and never let go