Renee 'Wisera' Mar 30

Happy birthday to me
I really have to pee
I'll have another drink now
Dance til we're dizzy!

Shaking in anticipation
Hoping no precipitation
Packing for the occasion

Then once I am on the go
Waiting because lines are slow
There on time? I don't know

Arriving taking it in
The salty sea upon my skin
Forgetting how things have been

Time to relax, time to play
On vacation I get my way
So for now I enjoy the day

Everything is happening too late
Wading through pools of anger and hate
Talking to people who can't relate
Patience is gone no time to wait

For me work is not going right
I wonder if it's out of spite
Bitch should watch out for my bite
This may end up in a fight!

Not really but what can I say
She needs to get out of my way
This isn't the time to play
Wrap it up and have a good day!

Renee 'Wisera' Jan 24

Some days all I feel is pain
Pouring down on me like rain
Feeling sorry for myself
and everyone else

Some days I feel so happy
Shining on me bright and snappy
Basking in all my love.
Snug as a glove

Some days I feel so angry
Perhaps, I am really hangry
Not my best mood
Needing food

Some days I feel it all
Terrified to wonderful
And in between
so it seems

Renee 'Wisera' Jan 10

Sunshine pouring through the window
Better days ahead
Warm winds are blowing now
Nothing left to dread
Weather can change at anytime
Must stay vigilant
For if there is a hurricane
I'll have no incident
Right now shine down upon me
I will soak it in
For right now we're happy
I don't want it to end

I don't know how to feel
It seems this isn't real
Our love so deep for years
Ended with bruises and tears
Now you're gone and dead
Relieving my feelings of dread

No more reasons to be afraid
No more asking me to get laid
No calls in the middle of night
No more arguing and fights
It's hard to be so sad
When what's gone is the bad

Yet, my love was deep
Your future I wanted to peep
Improvements I noticed were made
Can't make progress from the grave
So now I sit here bemused
Devastated. Relieved. Confused.

The father of my children was tragically murdered by some random mugger. I miss him and I'm glad he's gone. Terrible......I know.

I just can't get it together
Problems, including the weather
Plan and try
As time goes by
They can't hold me back forever

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