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π™²πšŠπš•πš•πš’πš—πš 𝚘𝚞𝚝, πš’πšœ πš–πš’ πšœπš˜πšžπš•,
𝚝𝚘 πšπš‘πšŽ πšπš’πšŸπš’πš—πšŽ πš πš’πšπš‘ 𝚊 πš™πš•πšŽπšŠ.
π™°πšœ πš›πš’πšπš‘πš πšπš›πš˜πš– πš–πš’ πšπš˜πš›πš–,
πšŠπš—πš˜πšπš‘πšŽπš› πšπš›πšŽπšŠπš– πšŒπš˜πš–πšŽπšœ 𝚝𝚘 πš•πšŽπšŠπšŸπšŽ.

𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 πšπšŠπšœπš‘πš’πš˜πš—πšŽπš πš’πš— πšπš‘πšŽ πš πšŠπš”πšŽ,
𝚘𝚏 πšœπšπšŠπš›πš•πš’πšπš‘πšβ€™πšœ πš™πšŽπš›πšπšŽπšŒπšπšŽπš π™ΆπšŠπš£πšŽ,
𝚈𝚎𝚝 𝙸 πšπš πšŽπš•πš• πšπš‘πšŽ πšπšŽπš™πšπš‘πšœ within
πš–πšžπš•πšπš’πš™πš•πš’πšŒπš’πšπš’'𝚜 πšŽπš—πšπš•πšŽπšœπšœ πš–πšŠπš£πšŽ.

πš†πšŠπšœ 𝙸 πš—πš˜πš πš‹πš˜πš›πš— πš πš’πšπš‘ πšŸπš’πšπš˜πš›
πšπš˜πš› πšπš‘πšŽ long πš’πš—πšπš’πš—πš’πšπšŽ πšŒπš•πš’πš–πš‹?
𝙸 πšŠπš– πš‹πšžπš›πš’πšŽπš πš’πš— my πšœπš˜πš›πš›πš˜πš .
𝙸 πšŠπš– πšœπš™πš•πš’πš—πšπšŽπš 𝚊𝚝 my πšœπš™πš’πš—πšŽ.

πš‚πš‘πšŠπš›πšπšœ 𝚘𝚏 πš–πš’πš—πš remain πšœπšŒπšŠπšπšπšŽπš›πšŽπš.
My πšŒπš‘πšŠπš˜πšπš’πšŒ πš πš˜πš›πš” 𝚘𝚏 πšŠπš›πš,
It πš‹πšŽπšŠπš›πšœ πš–πš’ shaky πšœπš’πšπš—πšŠπšπšžπš›πšŽ
πš πš›πš’πšπšπšŽπš— πš’πš— πš’πšπšœ failing πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πš.

π™»πšŽπš πš–πšŽ 𝚐𝚊𝚣𝚎 πš’πš—πšπš˜ πšπš‘πšŽ πš™πšŠπš›πšŠπšπš˜πš‘
𝚘𝚏 my πšŠπšπšπšŽπš›πš•πš’πšπšŽ'𝚜 πš›πš’πšπšŽ.
π™΄πšŸπšŽπš›πš’ πšπš•πšžπš‘ πš‹πšŠπš›πš’πš—πš a πš•πš’πšπš‘πš,
𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚜 a πšπšŠπš›πš”πš—πšŽπšœπšœ πš’πš— πš–πš’ πšœπš’πšπš‘πš.

πšƒπš‘πš˜πšžπšπš‘ π™Έπš– πšœπšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πšŽπš πš•πš’πš”πšŽ the πš•πšŠπš—πš
πšπš›πš˜πš– the 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎 πš˜πš› πšπš’πš›πš πšπš›πš˜πš– πš–πš˜πšžπš—πš.
𝙸 πšœπšŽπšŽπš” 𝚊 πš™πš•πšŠπšŒπšŽ 𝚘𝚏 πš™πšŽπšŠπšŒπšŽ, πš”πš—πš˜πš πš—.
πš†πš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ πšœπš˜πšžπš•πšœ 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚘 πš‹πšŽ πšπš˜πšžπš—πš

π™Ύπš‘, πš’πš–πš–πš˜πš›πšπšŠπš• πšπš˜πš›πšŒπšŽ divine,
Gift my 𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚎 πšπš›πš˜πš– πš’πš— πš’πš˜πšžπš› πš‘πšŠπš—πš.
π™²πšŠπšœπš πš’πš down in𝚝𝚘 πšπš‘πš’πšœ body
πšπš‘πšŠπš πš’πšœ πšœπšπšŠπš—πšπš’πš—πš 𝚊𝚝 πšŒπš˜πš–πš–πšŠπš—πš.

π™·πš˜πš  𝙸 πšπšŽπšŠπš› πšŽπšŠπšŒπš‘ 𝚍𝚊𝚒 that's 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚝,
Living only to πšœπš‘πšŠπšπšπšŽπš› πš–πš’ πšπš›πšŠπš–πšŽ.
𝙸 am at odds. I'm a division.
I am a soul πš πš’πšπš‘πš˜πšžπš 𝚊 πš—πšŠπš–πšŽ.

DeπšŠπšπšŽπš—πš’πš—πš πšœπš’πš•πšŽπš—πšŒπšŽ, let it πš™πšŽπš’πš›πšŒπšŽ
πš–πš’ πšœπšŒπš›πšŽπšŠπš–s πšπš›πš˜πš– πš πš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšπš πšŽπš•πš•,
𝙸 πš”πš—πš˜πš  𝚒𝚘𝚞 can see the πš•πš’πšπš‘πš πš’πšœ
πš‹πšžπš›πš—πš’πš—πš πš‹πš›πš’πšπš‘πš πšπš›πš˜πš– in πš–πš’ πš‘πšŽπš•πš•.

And wπš’πšπš‘ πšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πš’ πšπš›πšŽπšŠπšπšŽπš πš‹πš›πšŽπšŠπšπš‘,
π™Όπš’ πšŸπš˜πš’πšŒπšŽ πšπš›πšŽπš–πš‹πš•πšŽπšœ πš πš’πšπš‘ 𝚊 πšœπš’πšπš‘,
Gift my life to meet your eyes.
L𝚎𝚜𝚝 πš–πš’πš—πšŽ πšŒπš›πš’ on, πš‹πš’ πšŠπš—πš πš‹πš’.
Just know, it's not your fault.
No, It's not your fault .
The Mind betrays the heart.
But no, it's not your fault.

It's not like you could know.
Paths you were meant to walk.
All paths will over grow.
Being lost is not your fault.

Your human form stays lost.
The soul will pay no cost.
It's created to bathe in light.
No darkness is your fault.  

Oars ****** you toward a call.
You'll get weak, and you'll stall.
The sea will never calm.
No struggle is your fault.

Know that it's not your fault.
Your heart takes all the shots.
It's running from your mind,
And no, It's not your fault  

For, all will over grow.
The sea will never calm.
And no, it's not your fault.
Just know, it's not your fault.

Β©

Derek Abraxas

"The Quantum Bound Poet"
With embered wings, I pierce the blackest night,
A solar mass morphing into a black hole.
Each atom in my blood prepares to ignite,
Reflecting the true divine shape of my soul.

In the corridors of my own thought, the senses drown.
The mind painting prisms bleeding photonic rain.
No boundary here to hold me. In moments, I'm crowned.
In this kingdom of chaos, sculpting solace from pain.

I stand before the mirror of my own trembling soul.
A sovereign spark lives, who dares to hope it can heal.
A voice screams, that " One who has shattered his mold,
Transcends the one; fragments of being, each their own whole."

Pulses turn to diamonds, forming as the words on my tongue.
Minutes stretch β€” now endless lifetimes yet to be discovered.
I taste each shard of feeling that my heart has overcome.
My sorrow and my joy open, remaining uncovered.

My dreams, my faulted mind, like ones we called under-wrought.
Their eyes, constellations, like the ones we used to trust.
Chemicals react, dispersing waves, like songs we forgot.
Solitude and isolation bleed with each melodic gust.

And in the hush of afterglow, I wield my clean knife,
Open up my wounds till they reveal my true hidden name.
And from this crucible of pain, is born a new life.
My infinite flame burns as both the wild and the tame.

Following voices of shadows, divine potential’s own choir.
Their hymns β€” the portal to my soul yet to be embraced.
Chains bind me to perceptions, but for now, I'm more like fire.
Forging quantum bound waves, binding purpose to my fate.
One and One Equals One

I know of a being that's potentially me.
Only fractions shy of my energetic frame.
Like quantum puppets, attached at the beams.
Like watchers, observed. Opposites yet the same.

As gravity pulled his essence to earth,
New light begins forming a gleam in the mind.
I wait; I watch from behind my own eye.
I'm trapped, he's free, but neither are defined.

The real animates, a well painted vision.
The paint is too thick. His voice is too thin.
But still, this figure creates our collision,
Yet somehow never stains the glass within.

If I'd never looked, would this being exist?
If I look away, can I remain undefined?
Perhaps we're just flickering waves made of mist,
In the glare of forever, fates born to entwine.

The mind that can hear the voice that can't speak.
Echoes that invaded the boundaries of my dreams.
A quantum equation, an impossible sum.
One and one equal one, when lost in-between.
My shape is a puzzle of shattered light,
From a darkness beyond the hands of clocks.
I've floated in crystalline tears through nights,
That drowned my pulse in their quantum shocks.

Once I'd kissed the rim of my own dissolution,
My dreams became ether suspended in place.
Heard echoes from heaven of my soul's exclusion,
Banished to blackness, forbidden from grace.

But my system of nerves, interstellar threads,
Each signal, a hope that I'd lost in the fire.
They reshape the grid of my own waking dread.
I was Disconnected. My perception, unwired.

My atoms, ensnared in this love unaligned.
The flux of euphoria then glitched the code.
Chased every god who tread through my mind.
As my belief in them began to implode.

I transcended fast as a Tachyon verve,
Connecting dimensions with chords of my ache.
My being, potentialized, now unobserved.
As moments of reality shown to me, faked.

With every tremor that left a deep scar,
Is a power evolving my mind, kinetic.
I arrive in the void passed the brightest of stars.
As high, pathetically, as the hypothetic.

♦ Đerek Ξ›braxas ♦  
"The Quantum Bound Poet "
πšƒπš’πš–πšŽ πšŒπš˜πš–πšŽπšœ πšŠπš—πš  πš˜πš‹πšœπšŒπšžπš›πšŽπšœ πš–πš’ πš•πš’πšπš‘πš,
πš†πš’πšπš‘ 𝚊 πš–πš’πšœπš‹πšŽπšπš˜πšπšπšŽπš— πšπšŽπšœπšŒπšŽπš—πš.
πš€πšžπšŠπš—πšπšžπš– πšπš›πšžπšπš‘πšœ πš‹πšŠπš›πšŽ πš’πš—πš πšŠπš›πš πšœπš’πšπš‘πšπšœ;
πšƒπš‘πšŽ πšœπšŒπš’πšŽπš—πšŒπšŽ 𝚘𝚏 πš–πš’ πšœπš˜πšžπš•β€™πšœ πš•πšŠπš–πšŽπš—πš.

π™΄πš—πšŽπš›πšπšŽπšπš’πšŒ πš™πšŠπš›πšπš’πšŒπš•πšŽπšœ πš πš’πšπš‘ πš•πšŠπšπšŽπš—πš πšπš˜πš›πšŒπšŽ,
π™Έπš— πš™πš›πš˜πš‹πšŠπš‹πš’πš•πš’πšœπšπš’πšŒ, πšœπš’πš•πšŽπš—πš πšπš•πš˜πš .
π™Ήπšžπšœπš 𝚊𝚜 πšπš‘πšŽ πš–πš’πš—πš πš πš˜πšžπš•πš πšπš’πš—πš πš’πšπšœ πšŒπš˜πšžπš›πšœπšŽ,
πšƒπš‘πšŽ πšπš’πšŽπš•πš 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜 πš‘πšŠπš•πšπšŽπš πšπš•πš˜πš .

πš„πš—πšŒπšŽπš›πšπšŠπš’πš—πšπš’ πš’πš— πšπš‘πšŽ πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πš 𝚘𝚏 𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚎,
π™³πšŽπšπšŽπš›πš–πš’πš—πšŽπš πšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πš’ πš–πšŽπšŠπšœπšžπš›πšŽπš πšœπš’πšπš—.
πšƒπš‘πšŽ πšœπšžπš™πšŽπš›πš™πš˜πšœπšŽπš 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 πšŠπš πšŠπš’πšπšŽπš,
π™Έπš— πš™πš˜πš’πšœπšŽπš πš™πš˜πšπšŽπš—πšπš’πšŠπš•, πšπš’πšŸπš’πš—πšŽ.

𝙰 πšπš›πšŠπšžπš–πšŠ πšœπšπš›πšžπšŒπš” πš πš’πšπš‘ 𝚊 πšœπšžπšπšπšŽπš— πšœπš™πšŠπš›πš”.
𝙰 πšœπš‘πš˜πšŒπš” πšπš‘πšŠπš πšœπš‘πšŠπšπšπšŽπš›πšŽπš πšπš‘πšŽ πš‹πš˜πšžπš—πšπšœ.
πšƒπš‘πšŽ 𝚠𝚊𝚟𝚎 πšπšžπš—πšŒπšπš’πš˜πš—πšœ πšœπš™πš•πš’πš πš’πš— πšπš‘πšŽ πšπšŠπš›πš”,
πš†πš’πšπš‘ 𝚊  πšπš›πšŠπšŒπšπšžπš›πšŽπš πš‘πš˜πš•πš•πš˜πš πšŽπš πšœπš˜πšžπš—πš.

πšƒπš‘πšŽ πš˜πš‹πšœπšŽπš›πšŸπšŽπš›'𝚜 𝚐𝚊𝚣𝚎, πš˜πš—πšŒπšŽ πš›πšŽπš–πš˜πšŸπšŽπš,
π™±πš•πšŽπš—πšπšŽπš πšπš‘πšŽ 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 πš’πš—πšπš˜ πš˜πš—πšŽ.
𝙰 πš—πšŠπšπšžπš›πšŠπš• πš˜πš›πšπšŽπš› 𝚠𝚊𝚜 πšπš’πšœπšŠπš™πš™πš›πš˜πšŸπšŽπš,
π™°πšœ πšπš‘πšŽ πššπšžπšŠπš—πšπšžπš– πšπš‘πšŽπš— πšŒπšŠπš–πšŽ πšžπš—πšπš˜πš—πšŽ.

π™½πšŽπšžπš›πšŠπš• πš™πšŠπšπš‘πšœ, πš˜πš—πšŒπšŽ πšŒπš•πšŽπšŠπš› πšŠπš—πš πš‹πš›πš’πšπš‘πš,
π™±πšŽπšπšŠπš— 𝚝𝚘 πšπš πš’πšœπš 𝚊𝚝 πšπš‘πšŽ πš‹πšŽπšŠπš–πšœ.
πšƒπš‘πšŽ πš™πš›πš˜πš–πš’πšœπšŽπš 𝚍𝚊𝚒 𝚐𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚒 𝚝𝚘 πš—πš’πšπš‘πš,
πšƒπš‘πšŽ πšœπšŽπš•πš, πš˜πš‹πšœπšŒπšžπš›πšŽπš to πšπšŽπšŸπšŽπš› πšπš›πšŽπšŠπš–πšœ.

πš‚πšžπš‹πšŠπšπš˜πš–πš’πšŒ πš›πš’πš™πš™πš•πšŽπšœ, πš˜πš—πšŒπšŽ πš’πš— πšœπš’πš—πšŒ,
π™½πš˜πš  πšœπšŒπšŠπšπšπšŽπš›πšŽπš 𝚝𝚘𝚘 πšπšŠπš› πš’πš—πšπš˜ πšπš’πš–πšŽ.
π™Όπš’ πšπš•πšŽπšŽπšπš’πš—πš πš‘πš˜πš™πšŽ πš‹πšŽπšπšŠπš— 𝚝𝚘 πšœπš‘πš›πš’πš—πš”,
π™°πšœ πš–πš’ πš’πš—πš—πšŽπš› πšŠπš›πšπš πš˜πš›πš” πš•πš˜πšœπš πš’πšπšœ πš•πš’πš—πšŽπšœ.

πš†πš’πšπš‘πš’πš— πš–πš’ πš–πš’πš—πšπšœ πš•πš’πš–πš’πš—πšŠπš• πšœπš™πšŠπšŒπšŽ,
πš†πšŠπšœ πšŠπš—πš˜πšπš‘πšŽπš›'𝚜 πšœπš‘πšŠπšπš˜πš  𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚝.
πš†πš‘πšŠπš 𝚠𝚊𝚜 πšœπšŽπšŒπšžπš›πšŽ, πš‘πšŠπš πš‹πšŽπšŽπš— πšπš’πšœπš™πš•πšŠπšŒπšŽπš,
πš†πš’πšπš‘ 𝚊 πšπš›πšŽπšŠπš– 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 πšπš’πš–πšŽ, πšžπš—πš™πšŠπšœπšœπšŽπš.

πšƒπš‘πšŽ πš–πš’πš—πš, 𝚊 πšœπšπš›πšžπšŒπšπšžπš›πšŽ πš˜πš—πšŒπšŽ πš›πšŽπšπš’πš—πšŽπš,
π™±πš›πš˜πš”πšŽ πšπš˜πš πš— πšžπš—πšπšŽπš› πšπš›πšŠπšžπš–πšŠβ€™πšœ πš πšŽπš’πšπš‘πš.
π™Έπšπšœ πš™πšŠπš›πšπš’πšŒπš•πšŽπšœ 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 πš‹e πšŠπš•πš’πšπš—πšŽπš,
π™½πš˜πš  πšπš›πš’πšπš, πš•πš˜πšœπš πš’n πšπš›πšŠπšŒπšπšžπš›πšŽπš 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎.

π™²πš˜πš—πšπšžπšœπš’πš˜πš— πš•πš’πšŸπšŽπšœ πš πš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ πšπš›πšžπšπš‘ πš‘πšŠπš πšπš πšŽπš•πš•πšŽπš.
π™Όπš’πš—πšžπšπšŽπšœ πš‘πšŠπšžπš—πš πš–y πš–πšžπšπšŽπš πšπš›πš’πšŽπš.
πšƒπš‘πšŽ πš•πšŠπš πšœ 𝚘𝚏 πš—πšŠπšπšžπš›πšŽ, πš—πš˜πš  πš˜πšŸπšŽπš› πšπš‘πš›πš˜πš πš—,
π™»πšŽπšŠπšŸπš’πš—πš πšœπš‘πšŠπš›πšπšœ 𝚘𝚏 πš–πš’ πš™πšŠπšœπš πš‹πšŽπš•πš’πšŽπšπšœ.

𝙸'πš– 𝚊 πš‚πšŽπš—πšπš’πšŽπš—πš πšŸπšŠπš™πš˜πš›; 𝚊 πšπš‘πš˜πšœπš πš’πš— πšπš•πšžπš‘,
π™½πš˜ πš•πš˜πš—πšπšŽπš› πšŠπš—πšŒπš‘πš˜πš›πšŽπš 𝚝𝚘 πš–πš’ πšŒπš˜πš›πšŽ;
πšƒπš‘πšŽ πšœπš™πšŽπšŒπšπš›πšŠπš• πš–πšŠπšπšπšŽπš› lays 𝚝𝚘 πš›πšžπšœπš,
π™»πš’πš”πšŽ πšπš‘πšŽ πš›πšŽπš–πš—πšŠπš—πšπšœ 𝚘𝚏 πš–πšŽ πšπš›πš˜πš– πš‹πšŽπšπš˜πš›πšŽ.

π™²πšžπš›πšœπšŽπš 𝚝𝚘 πšπš‘πšŽ πšŸπš˜πš’πš, 𝚝𝚘 πš›πšŽπš–πšŠπš’πš—,
π™Έπš— πšπš›πšŽπšŠπš–πšœ πšπš‘πšŠπš πš πš’πš•πš• πš—πšŽπšŸπšŽπš› 𝚌𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎.
πšƒπš‘πšŽ πšœπšπšžπš‹πš‹πš˜πš›πš— πš™πšžπš•πšœπšŽ πš’πš— πš–πš’ πšŸπšŽπš’πš—πšœ,
π™±πš›πš’πš—πšs my πšπš˜πš›πšœπšŠπš”πšŽπš— πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πšπš‹πšŽπšŠπšπšœ.

πš†πš‘πš’ πš‘πšŠπšœ πšπš’πš–πšŽ πš˜πš‹πšœπšŒπšžπš›πšŽπš πš–πš’ πš•πš’πšπš‘πš,
πš†πš’πšπš‘ πšπš‘πš’πšœ πš–πš’πšœπš‹πšŽπšπš˜πšπšπšŽπš— πšπšŽπšœπšŒπšŽπš—πš?
πš€πšžπšŠπš—πšπšžπš– πšπš›πšžπšπš‘πšœ πšπšŠπš›πš”πšŽπš— πšœπš’πšπš‘πš,
The πšœπšŒπš’πšŽπš—πšŒπšŽ 𝚘𝚏 πš–πš’ πšœπš˜πšžπš•β€™πšœ πš•πšŠπš–πšŽπš—πš.

♦ Đerek Ξ›braxas ♦
"πšƒπš‘πšŽ πš€πšžπšŠπš—πšπšžπš– π™±πš˜πšžπš—πš π™Ώπš˜πšŽπš"
whispers in the winds breathing,
Never is it screaming.
The wisp of wind Is Calling us,
Yet hides its own true meaning.

Bound to the silence of forever,
Flowing without fail.
A sacred truth buried in what?
Truth is, it cannot tell.

Mountains stand as structures so strong,
These relics deemed eternal.
Layers form masses. Time gently passes.
That stand as nature’s journal.

The bitterest truth is etched in stone,
Carved deeply into they’re being,
Yet bound to a fate, that nothing awaits.
They’re cursed with never leaving.

Like the ocean’s forceful,
Mighty sway, that never truly moves.
Seeming to be as boundless as me,
Yet made to traverse in set grooves.

The waves that crash, display a mask,
For it only expands to recoil,
An infinite realm of life within,
To never feel the soil.

The sun will rise, then set, then rise.
The fate that has no fate at all.
It treads a path consistent to last,
But will not and can never fall.

It soars as if it stands for freedom,
A slave to this deception,
For in its path, it’s truly shackled
To this haunting misconception.

The grand clock's perpetual winding,
That never is fully wound.
Delaying or pausing, just not an option.
And no filter quiets the sound.

The hands of time that hold the scroll,
Unable to write the plot,
Emotion within its aching sound,
Expressing a purpose wrought.

The metaphysical body walks,
It thinks, it feels, it reacts.
Emotions wide open, truths unspoken.
My mind expands but to retract.

My conscious subdued by truths untrue.
This lie that's so deeply instilled.
We exist to consume from cradle to tomb,
In this cage that we've named "free will".
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