Nina: Poems

Oct 2018 · 239

Nina Oct 2018

He appeared with his ******* eyes and charming smile.
Attracting her presence
Keeping her close.
He treated her with care
And made her feel like home

But don't be fooled by his looks
For he is merely a dark soul
using girls he finds along the way
Pretending to be nice
In order to take their innocence
And leaving them broken

#fake #stolen #broken #innocence #used

Oct 2018 · 262

Play pretend

Nina Oct 2018

Play pretend

Have you ever contemplated yourself?
Looking at yourself
Learning the little details
Personality traits
Behaviours that you bear

You think you are the person you want to potray
But it's all a lie
You're broken and sad
Hiding behind a fake mask
pretending to be someone else
Someone who is happy
You build up a character For a play
Wishing it was something real

#fake #hidden #pretend

Oct 2018 · 114

Stay or go

Nina Oct 2018

Stay or go

I see you hurting
I tried to help you
But what's the point?
When you're pushing me away.
The nearer i get,
The further you go

Should i keep on trying?
To save you. To get close
But what's the point
When all you do is walk away.
Hiding from your pain.
Internally suffering alone

So Tell me
Should i stay or go
Do you wish To be fixed
or to remain broken

#hurt #suffering #pain #broken

Oct 2018 · 268

misapprehended

Nina Oct 2018

misapprehended

Filled with mysteries
Filled with secrets
A book so thick
No one bothered to read

Wrapped with the wrong cover
Mistaken for something else
An unread book
Never discovered

Such a pity,
For she hold memories
All because of a wrong interpretation,
She was a lost beauty.

#mistaken #hidden #misunderstood #secret

Sep 2018 · 159

Clueless

Nina Sep 2018

Clueless

My book stayed empty
As my pen starts to dry
Not sure where to begin
Nor how to start
The thoughts in her head
keeps accumulating inside
Not wanting to be written
But wanting to be heard.

#thoughts

Sep 2018 · 272

Thank you

Nina Sep 2018

Thank you

To those i used to talk to
Thank you for being a part of my life
For leaving me
Mistreating me
Hurting me
And making me cry.
It made me realise where i stand in your life.
And how much i deserve to be happy
To do me.
And not you.
Thank you for leaving

#thankyou #leaving #leave

Sep 2018 · 372

Isolated

Nina Sep 2018

Isolated

Do you ever just sit there and realize that you mean nothing to anyone
you start feeling lost,
alone,
unloved,
and truly unwanted.
But there's nothing you can do about it.
So you just bury it inside of yourself

#alone #lonely #lost #hated #unwanted

Sep 2018 · 141

Hidden pain

Nina Sep 2018

Hidden pain

What a pity
She had a pretty smile
so pure
that it enlightens others
But she's been hurt far too many times that she fakes a smile
A hidden smile
Covered by layers of paint
Unable to be scraped off

Shes Drowning in the sea
Hoping to emerge from it
However she's chained up
Unable to proceed
Unable to safe herself

#fake #hidden #fakeasmile #suffering

Sep 2018 · 146

Hope

Nina Sep 2018

Hope

During her darkest day
He appeared before her eyes
Glowing so brightly
Overcoming the darkness
And that moment She knew
he's the one
That will make her life
Bright once again

#hope #love #overcoming #happiness #strength

Sep 2018 · 411

I'm sorry

Nina Sep 2018

I'm sorry

I'm sorry im not pretty enough to be the one you admire
I'm sorry for not being feminine enough to be called cute
I'm sorry for not being the one you look forward to texting
I'm sorry for being annoying when i kept asking you how your day went
I'm sorry for not being the one you like
Im sorry for loving you

#sorry #rejection #ignored #unnoticed

Sep 2018 · 326

Fool for you

Nina Sep 2018

Fool for you

I thought you cared
Thought you loved me
But you never did

You made me smile
You made me laugh
You made me feel important
For a while

You tried your hardest
And i fell for you
Yet you left me hanging
Without a clue

Sadly
I'm such a fool
To fall for you

#heartbroken #fool #hurt #love

Sep 2018 · 238

Should've

Nina Sep 2018

Should've

I should've held you tighter
Should've held your hands more often
Should've tell you how much i love you,
Should've tell you how much i care.
I should've kissed you
Should've give you more attention

There's so many things i should've done,
But didn't because of my egoistic self

#regrets #ego #egoistic

Sep 2018 · 218

Stay

Nina Sep 2018

Stay

I wish you're still here.
Because when you're around,
All i could ever think about is you.
When I'm with you,
all of my pain disappear
even if it's just for a little while

#stay #dontleave

Sep 2018 · 230

Unloved

Nina Sep 2018

Unloved

What is love?

If you dont even feel it from your own family.

Is it your fault?
For turning into a brat?
When you don't even know what you're suppose to turn out like.

You're just and will always be a disappointment.
No matter how hard you try to be better,
You will still be A failure
Nothing but a worthless *******.

#unloved #disappointment #failure #worthless

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